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  Quiet clean cold night, Su Jian nike air  colorless, breakdown  a month ago in front of willow, swaying grace as your shadow, stroking my warm memories, flickering out of the floor of Acacia. Time, broken if the dust.

Peach March, middle of the night sitting alone, the heart rhythm with the rain dripping, messy with sadness to think of you at this time, some lonely flower, trance, you sit among flowers, Nian Hua silent Smile. Inexplicable heart musters a touch of sadness, not lonely and think of you, actually, and lonely because of the ah want you to own lonely heart, adding a warmth.

Heart, is missing out of the kite up, floating in your room, bumps into the dust. Fly along the end of your agreement, a mountain range, a range of water. Compartment does not open the pressing together, like you every word, every facial expression, love exile thousands of miles away. By the end of March, brilliant flowers, and my heart is still in your far away. Pain is the night sky across a shooting star? Lighting up the dark future, that dazzling splendor, will slowly fade out over time and track memory, my answer is no. You,, Qian Er, miss, such as when the dust in the air everywhere and at all times to, the love of insanity, life is still poisoning you. Poor also do not want to let go of this life, would rather endure the pain from the innermost depths of the plume, still watch me.

Think of the rainy season that year, love undefended, I went silent your life. Every word of your presence in my heart, a smile, a sense of the word, it kind of became the seeds fall, mind fields sprouting buds in the spring bloom. Truth as a splash of ink and rice paper, you carefully outline description of the dream, in the years left a warm impression, also shed tears of Wenhen, life on the road, the eternal into the painting, I put sadness in this volume, , brought the distant south. Since then, the thoughts into mourning.

In accordance with your season, counting past the joy, the word chapter, and his song, was windy Metropole. In those days, we read together in the sunset in memory, read You smiled  nike air max and talked, that joyous drink, rub ask I miss the pain, achievement of the I’s dreams.

Tonight, rain and wind, fireworks residue dream, to bring touch of melancholy journey, from my brow flow out in March, the branches fall on you in May, little bright red, is the beauty of your heart bloom, blossoming like crazy, and a thick cloud Miao Department, storm windows and you Xuan distant sea, like the expression that you calmly say goodbye, I support a paper umbrella, turned into that amidst the South, the mixing of any pain into tears. Who knows the tears you are after in turn flows indiscriminately, such as the March of peach, drifting away from the branches of tax increases, “Xichun often afraid of flowers early, not to mention innumerable Fallen flowers’?

Miss the wind line, when my words engraved into air max trainers  a hope, every word you dying, every word you passionate, tender hearts of whether you are with the flowers open in May in the spring, to restore the past lives in this life?

1, mature people do not ask the past; smart jordan shoes people do not ask now; open-minded people who do not ask the future.

Second, people above, it is necessary who would become the person; in people under their own when people make.

Third, know the human being becomes a gentleman behind; know that behind the human being becomes the villain.

Fourth, when you make mistakes, so someone else had come Zaima your enemies, and so everybody else was gone to call you friend.

5, who can master their own, they will not lose anything.

6, growing old does not mean mature, real mature see through lies.

7, the simple reason of life is not easy, because to live a simple, must not think too much.

8, it is often the biggest mistake committed is too polite to strangers, but people are too harsh for intimacy, to change this bad habit over, peace and harmony.

9, we have a lot of road walking in a dream, I wake up, find themselves still in bed.

10, your ugly and your face does not matter.

11, mariners although greater than the spectators to bear the risk, but there is hope to reach the other side.

12, the poor have no choice because of the anguish, the anguish is that there are too many rich choices.

13, do not always feel neglected, first ask yourself whether there weight.

14, a person’s value and is not reflected in the same thing with others, while reflected in the different things with others.

15, sit-ins have often thought before, chatted on the human non-Mo.

16, development is the last word, but the hardware development is unreasonable.

17, it is to look at what you do not hear what you say.

18, ask others to be very painful, requiring that they are very happy.

19, is a coward not angry and not angry is the wise man.

20, for the people, a clear conscience is the most comfortable pillows.

21, jealousy of others, indicating the success of others, was jealous, that own success.

22, some things, talk about a knot to talk about is a scar opened.

23, a food not a fat, but fat is a mouthful come.

24, like to spend the people would go to pick flowers, yet who would go to flower watering.

1, do not regard themselves as aloof from worldly affairs

Always other able men, Renshangyouren being indifferent to Ming-chih, quiet Zhi Yuan. When people treat you as lead, not to themselves as their own leaders, when others do not treat you as lead, must take themselves as their own leaders, power is momentary, money is beyond the flesh, the body is their own, being a man is long.

2, do not blindly committed to

Keep its promise. Kinds of actions will be the next harvest practices; kinds of habits will be the next harvest character; kinds of harvest will be the fate of the next character – used to create a human being.

3, Do not ask for help

One sees themselves as others – to reduce pain, plain ecstasy to others as their own – sympathy, understanding the needs of other people when others – respect for the independence of non-infringement of others and themselves as their own – cherish themselves, happy life. Able to recognize other people is a kind of wisdom that can be recognized as a well-being of others, to make their own wise men know that they are saints.

4, do not impose

People-are human beings, no need to do it; the buy jordan shoes  world this is a world without carefully to life skills. Three phases of life: to see is what you get to see if water is the water – one at the beginning; see the mountains, not the mountain to see if the water is not water – and middle-aged; see the mountains, or mountains, to see water or water – back to nature.

5, do not laugh at others

Damage to his personality, happy moment, injury life. Life as a whole are interdependent world, everything is dependent on others, like the other things, be grateful to him. Thanksgiving blessing of nature, Thanksgiving parenting, Thanksgiving and social stability, Thanksgiving eat sweet, thanksgiving clothes of a warm, Thanksgiving flowers, fishes and insects, many thanks for the suffering of adversity.

6, not to abuse temper

A physical injury, two hurt feelings of people in the birth and death are equal – crying in the past, crying and going. They should be careful that he reluctantly, while others go to Italy was determined early in life should look at the three Mountain: Jinggangshan Putuoshan Babaoshan the broader picture, and forbearance regarding the calm; complain too much anti-heartbroken, is advisable and see.

7, do not just lip service

Yanduobishi, silence is golden, listen to a kind of wisdom, a kind of self-cultivation, a respect, a kind of spiritual communication, peace is a state of mind, a kind of maturity.

8, do not underestimate the instrument

Sow beautiful, harvest happiness meter is a kind of mood, meter is a kind of force in their own look, while the United States, so that others appreciate the beauty, spiritual yoga – adaptation, cultivation, beyond.

9, do not close themselves off

Helping people is a noble, understanding is a kind of open-minded, forgiving people is a virtue, service people are a happy, full moon is a poem on missing a flower, Yang Shou is the spring and autumn is humble.

10, do not bully honest people

Sympathy for the weak is a kind of moral character, a state, a harmony, mental health, to good health, people have a sub-tolerance, they can count on temperament, people have a sub-temperament, they can count popularity, people have a sub-popularity, it tiny bit more, cause, Moriyoshi into air jordan shoes  Germany, and self-cultivation.

His mother was born in rural Gucci Men Shoes areas, small time, his family was poor, summer, often with bare feet get through it.

Grew into the city, my mother is a working team leader. Work night and day, and often wake up when asleep. When the loading and unloading cinder back, his face only the teeth are white. The work is the most tired of rice and cotton carry bags, four bags of rice, usually with the pile, cotton bag are generally two or three jin, you must breath to span the specified location. Many families tired to run, and only a mother and a small number of people who persevered. Mother’s legs are white, beautiful, clean and powerful, she often proudly that: This is your feet, hard work engineering! Although very tired, but the mother’s mood is happy, and walking is a lightweight.

Mother’s feet, was on that day, that is, the day his father died, variable heavy up that year, the mother was 33 years old, I was nine years old, my brother five years old, my sister was one year old … …

Father to protect his apprentice work-sacrifice, in the face of three young children, face the future life of the mother into a desperate situation.

Once upon a time mother trembling hands to touch the wires, one time head-on toward the mother’s tears in their eyes dim speeding train, each time I firmly pulling the mother’s Yi Jiao, fragile and helpless and can only help in the visitors “Save Mom … … “, my mother often in standing blankly in his father’s grave mound, he served as the teardrop blizzard solidified his eyes, the mother Bop, he served as a pair of beautiful frozen wind, and now that it is heavy feet. Until my feet are frozen, when followed, the mother wake up, put my feet hides in her arms, hugged a weeping tears into people.

To survive the most difficult days of that period, the mother remained silent, and she again muster the courage of life, not for herself but for her children.

This feet, embarked on a heavy, long journey … …

My high school, my mother even more hard, dark hair, many more vicissitudes of silver.

College entrance examination that year, mother gave me nourishing the body and raise pigs. Mother’s footsteps even more busy, and often require up to several miles away wilderness, to cut grass … … Pada Rao pigs our study, and she generally let us follow. Sunday rest, I insist that the mother and a grass cutting off pigs. Since then, I began to like the setting sun like a rainbow after the rain on the, at that time, in the afterglow of sunset, the rainbow after the rain, the mother’s backs how beautiful.

Will never forget that night, but could not his mother come back, brothers and sisters a hurry do not know how to do, the study up to see me come back, are crying over Ben. Road, winding, bumpy uneven. Stars and the moon are hiding in acting, siblings, three staff holding hands, loud cry in the wilderness where his mother … … finally found the mother, the mother extremely tired, almost no strength to even walk by. I am carrying a large basket of that pig grass, silent walk in the mother’s backs, the tears falling … … Su Su’s home, the mother’s foot had been drained out of the blood, I am cautiously to his mother washed the feet with warm, then lightly coated with alcohol, this is her first time to his mother’s feet … … I secretly vowed: “Be sure to order the mother’s smile and study hard!”

I went to college graduate who got his wish Gucci Handbags  then became a math teacher, and then later, my brother and sister also have admitted to the university. At this time, the mother also retired.

For my school, has exhausted the family savings. Me and my brother have stated that in the future is no longer married to the family a penny. Mother, silently watching us, did not say anything, but with a pair of injured legs, they began a new journey – a small business – selling seeds. Beginning of winter frost winter, the cold wind of torment, hats were covered with ice crop, only look forward to showing two eyes. That’s the back of a hurry, often disappeared into the night. In this way a penny, a corner of the former to accumulate the … …

Got married, I did not want to mother’s money, how can I have the heart to those mothers with a pain in the foot come out of that sub-hard-earned money! Finally, the family decided to put the money aside for college expenses for his sister.

Now his mother, living conditions much better, but her feet and legs, suffering from rheumatism because of fatigue, brother and sister were all fighting over who gets to his mother to buy medicine, and are often forced to eat us back to the mother’s nutrition, the mother smiled, and be disease has been wrapped to her, watching her mother’s legs and feet dragging the heavy body, many want to make the mother bear such pain!

Repeatedly asked his mother’s birthday, the mother has always refused to tell, said: “Once a birthday, we must fold the lifespan of a year.” I know that she was afraid of the children costly, we have checked the accounts, the mother said, accounts The birthday is false.

One day the phone suddenly received a younger sister: “brother, I had set out from there, her mother’s birthday … … Mama wants to talk to you!”

Microphone inside came the familiar, let me excited voice: “I am here, well, not worrying about! As long as you and your children are well, I’ll happy … …”

My words some sob: “Mom, this is your 60 birthday, the day on your birthday, I wish to wash your feet … …”

Silent night, suddenly reminded me of a friend sent to remark: “Yes my father gave me the fortitude and integrity, the mother taught me kindness and wide tolerance.”

Mother, your footprint, has inspired me to walk in life’s journey.

Mother, I would like for  gucci outlet you to wash more feet!

TV host Yang Lan have Jordan Shoes an interview in 1998 winner of the Nobel Prize in Chemistry, Chinese-American Daniel C. Tsui.

Daniel C. Tsui was born in Henan rural areas, parents are illiterate peasant one, but his mother is quite visionary, clench their teeth and live frugally, in Daniel C. Tsui 12 years old, he sent the village school. The walk, causing Daniel C. Tsui with their parents farewell.Later, he went to Hong Kong, China, the United States became the world’s celebrities. At this point, Yang Lan, Daniel C. Tsui asked: “Are you 12 years old, if not traveling to school, the results of what will happen?” The result of course, is that he would not have today’s achievements, and perhaps is still farming in rural areas of Henan.

However, Daniel C. Tsui answer far beyond people’s expectations, he said: “If I did not come out, difficult period of three years, my parents would not die.” Daniel C. Tsui regret it too shed tears. Hard struggle in his career, he certainly thought his parents more than once, but also thought that their parents spend the day together at last. But things are unsatisfactory, when I look back, the parents had left him. From then on, life, no matter how brilliant, after all, can not make up for their parents no longer regret.

Reminds me of long ago a friend returned from the United States. Received his call, I was surprised. Because his friend far away in the United States, would like to settle abroad, the parents are also very supportive, work and study very well, we all thought he was settled in the United States is a matter of course. There are a lot of people are not all trying to go abroad to do?

Can be the decision of the moment, he hesitated. These people are outside, watching my friends back and forth in the United States to China, and this time have a friend who’s mother was seriously ill, and this time another friend’s father passed away and go back to attend funerals of. Came back, my friends all sigh, and begun to regret it. And the existence of many, many “had known … … early to know … …” This let him tremble incessantly, has also been followed by telephone phobia, fear of hearing the phone from the Mainland, especially the home phone, fear has always been around他. Although parents also supported his residence in the United States, but the parents left alone at home, and indeed a cause for concern. After thinking, he made a big decision to return home!America’s friends were all unexpectedly supported him, hope he do not make the same mistake properly accompany their parents take the final path in life! He then back home.

After returning to his work in the city, parents living in the outskirts of town near and live the idyllic life of leisure. Every day he come home for dinner, weekend activities are generally nothing to stay at home, keep the parents chatting, playing chess. A weekend, my friends around, he went out to play, time is a two-day weekend night, saying, “You go home every day to accompany their parents, and friends were all together less, and we have stayed in the outskirts of more boring ah. Go to good places to play he was a earth-shaking, parents Shaopei two days all right, “he rejected the friend, Dan Ding said:” Parents old, they would not have been in situ wait for you! their life waiting for you, so you were born, and so you grow up , wait for you to go to school to go home … … now wait for you to go home from work to eat, how much time can they wait? “finished after the home. He did not know was that day gathering Meiban Cheng, friends were all immediately rush to go home … … because the parents will not always wait for you in place!

After reading all sorts of feelings, the former counselor told me that many of her classmates to leave Hong Kong after graduation, Dr. went to the United States, although there are some very good developments in the academic field, but their heart is always full of contradictions.Increase with age, most of the students age of the parents has been more than 60, but the U.S. side of the cause, does not fit this time, many people will feel a bit Air Jordan overwhelmed, like what time would be hanging his head to drop down .

A lot of people from their homes, and even as far away as overseas, in order to pursue their dreams, the pursuit of a successful career, the pursuit of promising. Always thinking of waiting to have money must be properly honor their parents, thinking to buy a big house will definitely take their parents to live, too busy thinking about this for a while will go home to see our parents … … However, parents are not in situ wait for you. Perhaps one day waiting for you brilliant life, parents have been away from you, let you leave, “son wants his parents are not,” remorse.

Master said: “Parents do not travel far, You must have side.”

When young do not understand the meaning of this old saying, he privately ridiculed: Why do always have to stay in their parents? I very much praise was “a good man Faces of China”, that is a dream to wander through the land.

With this dream, we can not wait to leave home, it really left side of parents. Who for their own proud to achieve this desire, once for himself lucky to be able to leave their homes. Little do they know things difficult, only to leave the home to the people who can understand.

Youth do not know real depression, love the top floor. Love upper floor, in order to write poetry that worry.

Now knowledge to make real depression, Yuyuehuanxiu. Yushuohaixiu, but Road 天凉好个秋.

Departure means the end of a longer leave, Gui Qi is unknown. Turning back to look, his hometown is so beautiful, how warm to her parents.

Careful re-reading: Master said: “Parents do not travel far, You must have side.” Fang Jue one of the mysteries.

This sentence from “The Analects of Confucius” in the “Liren” This is one. Means: Confucius said: “Parents alive, do not walk far. If you want to walk far, there must be some place to go.” Side, in this case refers to the direction, places, premises. This sentence should be understood dialectically: that of Confucius we have stressed that children should obey their parents caring, and (travel to distant lands to impossible to do so), but not against a person has a clear target due to go out fighting.

Do not know whether we regarded as “You must have side” mean?

Every home, all come and gone. Put a big fake, always late to go back to school also brings a long a; even in the home for some time, is also the front of a computer all day, busy this busy that, engage in the East engaged in the West, even the parents time to chat none.May be true busy, may be used to wandering, and perhaps only parents can not find fault with what I did … …

Every time difference, the first thing parents gave me the feeling is: the parents had aged a lot, forehead wrinkles were added to many, the body has been gradually passing away, while the dead are no longer looking for a photocathode.

Each call to parents, the father is still repeatedly told me: the outer pay more attention to the body! At this point, I am – motherly love, fatherly love as a mountain!

You asked filial son. Master said: “The filial piety today who is able to support that. As for the pleasures, have encountered a raise; respect is peace?” “The Analects of Confucius” in the “filial piety” and stress that has been carried out on preaching from the emotional meaning.Emphasis on filial piety is the emotional and spiritual solace, rather than physical satisfaction.Must not “The tree leaves are still but the wind is more than the son while the parents do not want to filial piety.”

The night was dark, and I do not know much at home Jordans Shoes at the moment whether the parents are still busy or still asleep.

TV host Yang Lan have Jordan Shoes an interview in 1998 winner of the Nobel Prize in Chemistry, Chinese-American Daniel C. Tsui.

Daniel C. Tsui was born in Henan rural areas, parents are illiterate peasant one, but his mother is quite visionary, clench their teeth and live frugally, in Daniel C. Tsui 12 years old, he sent the village school. The walk, causing Daniel C. Tsui with their parents farewell. Later, he went to Hong Kong, China, the United States became the world’s celebrities. At this point, Yang Lan, Daniel C. Tsui asked: “Are you 12 years old, if not traveling to school, the results of what will happen?” The result of course, is that he would not have today’s achievements, and perhaps is still farming in rural areas of Henan.

However, Daniel C. Tsui answer far beyond people’s expectations, he said: “If I did not come out, difficult period of three years, my parents would not die.” Daniel C. Tsui regret it too shed tears. Hard struggle in his career, he certainly thought his parents more than once, but also thought that their parents spend the day together at last. But things are unsatisfactory, when I look back, the parents had left him. From then on, life, no matter how brilliant, after all, can not make up for their parents no longer regret.

Reminds me of long ago a friend returned from the United States. Received his call, I was surprised. Because his friend far away in the United States, would like to settle abroad, the parents are also very supportive, work and study very well, we all thought he was settled in the United States is a matter of course. There are a lot of people are not all trying to go abroad to do?

Can be the decision of the moment, he hesitated. These people are outside, watching my friends back and forth in the United States to China, and this time have a friend who’s mother was seriously ill, and this time another friend’s father passed away and go back to attend funerals of. Came back, my friends all sigh, and begun to regret it. And the existence of many, many “had known … … early to know … …” This let him tremble incessantly, has also been followed by telephone phobia, fear of hearing the phone from the Mainland, especially the home phone, fear has always been around他. Although parents also supported his residence in the United States, but the parents left alone at home, and indeed a cause for concern. After thinking, he made a big decision to return home! America’s friends were all unexpectedly supported him, hope he do not make the same mistake properly accompany their parents take the final path in life! He then back home.

After returning to his work in the city, parents living in the outskirts of town near and live the idyllic life of leisure. Every day he come home for dinner, weekend activities are generally nothing to stay at home, keep the parents chatting, playing chess. A weekend, my friends around, he went out to play, time is a two-day weekend night, saying, “You go home every day to accompany their parents, and friends were all together less, and we have stayed in the outskirts of more boring ah. Go to good places to play he was a earth-shaking, parents Shaopei two days all right, “he rejected the friend, Dan Ding said:” Parents old, they would not have been in situ wait for you! their life waiting for you, so you were born, and so you grow up , wait for you to go to school to go home … … now wait for you to go home from work to eat, how much time can they wait? “finished after the home. He did not know was that day gathering Meiban Cheng, friends were all immediately rush to go home … … because the parents will not always wait for you in place!

After reading all sorts of feelings, the former counselor told me that many of her classmates to leave Hong Kong after graduation, Dr. went to the United States, although there are some very good developments in the academic field, but their heart is always full of contradictions.Increase with age, most of the students age of the parents has been more than 60, but the U.S. side of the cause, does not fit this time, many people will feel a bit Air Jordan overwhelmed, like what time would be hanging his head to drop down .

A lot of people from their homes, and even as far away as overseas, in order to pursue their dreams, the pursuit of a successful career, the pursuit of promising. Always thinking of waiting to have money must be properly honor their parents, thinking to buy a big house will definitely take their parents to live, too busy thinking about this for a while will go home to see our parents … … However, parents are not in situ wait for you. Perhaps one day waiting for you brilliant life, parents have been away from you, let you leave, “son wants his parents are not,” remorse.

Master said: “Parents do not travel far, You must have side.”

When young do not understand the meaning of this old saying, he privately ridiculed: Why do always have to stay in their parents? I very much praise was “a good man Faces of China”, that is a dream to wander through the land.

With this dream, we can not wait to leave home, it really left side of parents. Who for their own proud to achieve this desire, once for himself lucky to be able to leave their homes. Little do they know things difficult, only to leave the home to the people who can understand.

Youth do not know real depression, love the top floor. Love upper floor, in order to write poetry that worry.

Now knowledge to make real depression, Yuyuehuanxiu. Yushuohaixiu, but Road 天凉好个秋.

Departure means the end of a longer leave, Gui Qi is unknown. Turning back to look, his hometown is so beautiful, how warm to her parents.

Careful re-reading: Master said: “Parents do not travel far, You must have side.” Fang Jue one of the mysteries.

This sentence from “The Analects of Confucius” in the “Liren” This is one. Means: Confucius said: “Parents alive, do not walk far. If you want to walk far, there must be some place to go.” Side, in this case refers to the direction, places, premises. This sentence should be understood dialectically: that of Confucius we have stressed that children should obey their parents caring, and (travel to distant lands to impossible to do so), but not against a person has a clear target due to go out fighting.

Do not know whether we regarded as “You must have side” mean?

Every home, all come and gone. Put a big fake, always late to go back to school also brings a long a; even in the home for some time, is also the front of a computer all day, busy this busy that, engage in the East engaged in the West, even the parents time to chat none. May be true busy, may be used to wandering, and perhaps only parents can not find fault with what I did … …

Every time difference, the first thing parents gave me the feeling is: the parents had aged a lot, forehead wrinkles were added to many, the body has been gradually passing away, while the dead are no longer looking for a photocathode.

Each call to parents, the father is still repeatedly told me: the outer pay more attention to the body! At this point, I am – motherly love, fatherly love as a mountain!

You asked filial son. Master said: “The filial piety today who is able to support that. As for the pleasures, have encountered a raise; respect is peace?” “The Analects of Confucius” in the “filial piety” and stress that has been carried out on preaching from the emotional meaning.Emphasis on filial piety is the emotional and spiritual solace, rather than physical satisfaction.Must not “The tree leaves are still but the wind is more than the son while the parents do not want to filial piety.”

The night was dark, and I do not know much at home Jordans Shoes at the moment whether the parents are still busy or still asleep.

Parents are divorced that year I had four years old, I clearly ghd uk remember my father tears fall on my knees and begged my mother not to go, mother, father, kept their feet to surmise. I calmly looked at her mother without turning to run, and now I am very curious as to why I did not chase out at that time. Even now, my only impression is that the mother, her thin hair is very long, particularly like to wear pretty clothes, always beat me, especially when playing mahjong lost their money. Hit my mother when the father is often physically going to fall on me Dangzhe the sticks, tears that had lost we’re lost, you make a child do?

Later, his father began to drink, especially in the slack, when one evening he brought himself blind drunk, but he never beat me, and even angry when they are not against me, only tears touched I stare at my head. I am the sixth grade in elementary school when the father and the village married a widow, it was not be proud of things, that the widow is notoriously a “broom star”, less than 35 years of age married four times, people and his fear is that as long as the marriage is not a sick man died within a year is what has happened accidental death, she was the third man and with her is the longest married one year and five days in the mountains on the stone when the bombing were killed, and heard that the bodies were not found, while the father was her fifth man.

The days after the blue I called her aunt, and she will not let me call her Mom, saying it was not me She gave birth to daughter ugly and said call her aunt looked younger. After marriage the father even more tired, why let Auntie Lan buy more beautiful clothes, he did not even have quit alcohol, smoked cigarettes usually are written to work with my home-made cigarettes in this.He was a good Auntie Lan, usually does not want her to do, always Ganhuo back on the busy cook, ate also busy laundry washing. The Blue aunt taught me to respect their homework while watching TV, about half a year’s time, I felt the warmth of the family, though sometimes I see my father face of fatigue was always accompanied with a smile, and blue aunt to speak.

L junior high school exam the first night, I was review homework, I heard Aunt Lan fight with his father, and she said that if you do not agree, then I move back to live in tomorrow, my father whispered point that you child to read, so she heard affect their learning.I do not know what happened the next day sent me to the test when I asked my father yesterday, why do you quarrel? Father blush did not speak, I said, I have grown up, Dad, what do you and I say, a family of three on both of us are relatives of the. Auntie Lan’s father’s brother, said a sigh of marriage, bride price of enough money to send our money through 1000. I listened to when tears fell, and that money is the father to help people carry the rock a drop of blood to save for a drop of sweat up to me to go to school use. I said Dad you want me to say you still want her, when I looked back Jinkao Chang’s father, one, he cried, and even the nose is a mouth flow.

Auntie Lan or not to move out, I knew she was scared his father, and as long as she moved out of this enough to live comfortably on the loss of his wife lives, she would not be willing to, I think no one can stand apart from her father. Of course, the most important thing is the father, or to lend money to her brother, said by, I think a little bit funny, and she borrowed her parents from our family tens of thousands of things I would have never seen how they have before? I remember when my father and I spoke desperately endured tears, he said Hanhan, Qingqing me not to worry, your money to go to school I will find a way, the relatives, there are difficulties to help is the only right and proper thing. I said, Dad do not worry, maybe this year I can not get junior high school, and I fail to figure out is why the most difficult we have to help others, and we do not have difficulties to help others out? Later, when the teacher found our family my father did not know until I test when writing an essay on language, the other are blank. That night his father drinking, and drunk, then he knelt in the yard crying one night, Auntie Lan is also accompanied by his side.

Days later, great changes have taken place, the Lan-aunt started not to wear beautiful clothes learn to do housework, good meals a day waiting for his father returned, the father can also be smoking a cigarette at night watching TV, and home conditions are a dailygood again. On the junior high school when his father and aunt with the blue sent me to school. Auntie Lan by his father go and buy daily necessities when I quietly said to me, Hanhan, Qingqing, if you do not mind, then later called my mom, my aunt laughed and said I have used blue, but can really be called the aunt you look younger, talking all the time I saw her eyes red.

I go back to school, and my father is still hard to do business, in empty car and when he would take me to the mall, pushed down by the things I like no matter how expensive he will buy to me. Usually he would see my drive to the school, sometimes at noon to take me out for a meal he would wait for me in the classroom building below two to three hours. Students are particularly envy me, saying that like a good father on earth it is difficult to find them. Aging day by day with his father, his head of white hair more and more, I often called his attention to the rest, not just focus on the money orders were not even had. He never had long learned to dye your hair, he said that there will always be people with big hair, and he did not want me to see only his white hair.

When I started college, in love, in order to devote even more time with boyfriend, I have often told his father to be in school cram schools, and her boyfriend is also in rural areas, and poor at home, so I often asked my father to give him money to buy衣服.Although I am the increasing amount of money, but my father never asked me what, he always told me that in school, not to save money, be sure to keep good health in order to improve learning.

From home to school has more than four hours ghd straighteners of the road, when the Christmas and her boyfriend went out to the movies, and my father played me a few phone calls I did not then, in the end I just closed the phone. Have watched the film we have to eat barbecue, back to school time has been a little more, I saw the door in the school his father’s car, walked over, when I saw my father fell asleep, he slept Suozhuo saliva to flow out of body a. I knocked at the glass wake of his father, he was afraid that I had bought the clothes, the cold sent to me, called me when he had already come to school on the way, and in order so I have him on this night a heavy snow people sitting in the car for nearly five hours, I am holding his tears. This time is getting very late, but his father insisted to go back, saying that a group of goods will be issued tomorrow, and ask my own fear and stop playing casual too late, the most important task is to learn. I know that my father angry, and looked at him and drove away iron her face that moment I felt she should soon die.

Lying in bed when I kept thinking about his father’s look, thinking he had aged face, I cried, tears open the gate like a constant flow of the river the same. I began to worry that his father, so much snow will be wet What’s the matter would not be these things? I hope that the departure of Auntie Lan make all of the disaster from his father.

Father or accident, and the next day I received a call from the hospital, his father out of an accident. If the first car accident because of the disasters brought Auntie Lan, then this accident who brought it? I cried and did not please leave a car on the package arrived at hospital.

His father was still being first-aid room, but excessive bleeding needs immediate blood transfusion, the father of the blood is type B, and the hospital blood bank where precisely the lack of B-type blood. My doctor said I was his daughter, I can give my father transfusion. I think if you let your father back to health, I prefer to use for all my blood. Think of the father is really pathetic, I now know why she was not my father and Aunt Lan divorce, because in addition to his accident, when I was no longer there is no other people can take care of him, if not divorced, at least at this time will Blue Aunt will come to take care of him about.

Laboratory test results came out, the doctor called me into office, he asked me how I normally kind of father, I wonder how he would ask me such a question, I said very good ah, the father of her daughter can not you? When the doctor told me that my father and I did not when the blood in front of me a black do not know on what.

Wake up when I found myself lying in bed, another not far from my bed, wearing an oxygen mask on his father looked at me, next to Circuit over a doctor. I saw my father’s eyes constantly tears The doctor said that my father can no longer treat excessive bleeding, and now waiting for me to wake up and the father said, after only a few words of. I flew at the arms of his father, “Daddy, you do not die, you die how do I do that?”

His father’s eyes constantly tears of water, pointed to his efforts to oxygen mask, the doctor removed the oxygen mask, “said Hanhan, Qingqing,” he said with a smile said to me, “I go to take care of themselves, the book read After stabilizing on the look finished your mother, only she knows who your biological father is, I originally wanted to wait for you to finish the book to tell you, but can not wait until that day, and hope you will take good care of yourself! “he hand feebly dropped when I go crazy, like crying out: “Daddy, no matter what I have only one father, that is, you know!” I saw my father smiling eyes shut the moment nodded his head.

My father left me a lot of money, I still finished in the university. When graduation I went to see father, who’s grave had been covered with grass, I am lying in the grave and cry, I said, Dad, you will always be my best dad, if there is next life, I would not do to yourdaughter, I want to be your woman, I have to take good care of your whole life, so you are filled with happy families happy to spend every second, I do not wear nice clothes, do not play mahjong and others do not have children more !

In the countless nights I kept writing to my father, I have to tell him, let us make an appointment in the next life husband and wife, watching the ashes into the light blue stationery, I saw my father came to me, I lay him the warm embrace of tears and happy tears kept streaming from my eyes out, dripping on his shoulder. In that world, I can and father together, wholeheartedly End is intended to pay for their own man, I loved everything, I finally saw my father laughed, and the most real of the most enjoyable one!

When I moved in his father’s safe was found in an old yellow notebook, is to help people carry the stones he had in mind when you work, in the first page read: Hanhan, Qingqing, one-year-old and eight months, and I can not believe she is not my daughter, her look and I did the same.In any case the child is innocent, I think I can do is to work hard to switch to (make) money to make her a good way to go to school, do not like me, not out ghd hair of West (interest) of the. Hanhan, Qingqing, the daughter of my dear, I will always love you! - 83 years in April.

Hop on a notebook that moment, tears like mad and out to Ben.

Parents are divorced that year I had four years old, I clearly ghd uk remember my father tears fall on my knees and begged my mother not to go, mother, father, kept their feet to surmise. I calmly looked at her mother without turning to run, and now I am very curious as to why I did not chase out at that time. Even now, my only impression is that the mother, her thin hair is very long, particularly like to wear pretty clothes, always beat me, especially when playing mahjong lost their money. Hit my mother when the father is often physically going to fall on me Dangzhe the sticks, tears that had lost we’re lost, you make a child do?

Later, his father began to drink, especially in the slack, when one evening he brought himself blind drunk, but he never beat me, and even angry when they are not against me, only tears touched I stare at my head. I am the sixth grade in elementary school when the father and the village married a widow, it was not be proud of things, that the widow is notoriously a “broom star”, less than 35 years of age married four times, people and his fear is that as long as the marriage is not a sick man died within a year is what has happened accidental death, she was the third man and with her is the longest married one year and five days in the mountains on the stone when the bombing were killed, and heard that the bodies were not found, while the father was her fifth man.

The days after the blue I called her aunt, and she will not let me call her Mom, saying it was not me She gave birth to daughter ugly and said call her aunt looked younger. After marriage the father even more tired, why let Auntie Lan buy more beautiful clothes, he did not even have quit alcohol, smoked cigarettes usually are written to work with my home-made cigarettes in this.He was a good Auntie Lan, usually does not want her to do, always Ganhuo back on the busy cook, ate also busy laundry washing. The Blue aunt taught me to respect their homework while watching TV, about half a year’s time, I felt the warmth of the family, though sometimes I see my father face of fatigue was always accompanied with a smile, and blue aunt to speak.

L junior high school exam the first night, I was review homework, I heard Aunt Lan fight with his father, and she said that if you do not agree, then I move back to live in tomorrow, my father whispered point that you child to read, so she heard affect their learning. I do not know what happened the next day sent me to the test when I asked my father yesterday, why do you quarrel? Father blush did not speak, I said, I have grown up, Dad, what do you and I say, a family of three on both of us are relatives of the. Auntie Lan’s father’s brother, said a sigh of marriage, bride price of enough money to send our money through 1000. I listened to when tears fell, and that money is the father to help people carry the rock a drop of blood to save for a drop of sweat up to me to go to school use. I said Dad you want me to say you still want her, when I looked back Jinkao Chang’s father, one, he cried, and even the nose is a mouth flow.

Auntie Lan or not to move out, I knew she was scared his father, and as long as she moved out of this enough to live comfortably on the loss of his wife lives, she would not be willing to, I think no one can stand apart from her father. Of course, the most important thing is the father, or to lend money to her brother, said by, I think a little bit funny, and she borrowed her parents from our family tens of thousands of things I would have never seen how they have before? I remember when my father and I spoke desperately endured tears, he said Hanhan, Qingqing me not to worry, your money to go to school I will find a way, the relatives, there are difficulties to help is the only right and proper thing. I said, Dad do not worry, maybe this year I can not get junior high school, and I fail to figure out is why the most difficult we have to help others, and we do not have difficulties to help others out? Later, when the teacher found our family my father did not know until I test when writing an essay on language, the other are blank. That night his father drinking, and drunk, then he knelt in the yard crying one night, Auntie Lan is also accompanied by his side.

Days later, great changes have taken place, the Lan-aunt started not to wear beautiful clothes learn to do housework, good meals a day waiting for his father returned, the father can also be smoking a cigarette at night watching TV, and home conditions are a daily good again. On the junior high school when his father and aunt with the blue sent me to school. Auntie Lan by his father go and buy daily necessities when I quietly said to me, Hanhan, Qingqing, if you do not mind, then later called my mom, my aunt laughed and said I have used blue, but can really be called the aunt you look younger, talking all the time I saw her eyes red.

I go back to school, and my father is still hard to do business, in empty car and when he would take me to the mall, pushed down by the things I like no matter how expensive he will buy to me. Usually he would see my drive to the school, sometimes at noon to take me out for a meal he would wait for me in the classroom building below two to three hours. Students are particularly envy me, saying that like a good father on earth it is difficult to find them. Aging day by day with his father, his head of white hair more and more, I often called his attention to the rest, not just focus on the money orders were not even had. He never had long learned to dye your hair, he said that there will always be people with big hair, and he did not want me to see only his white hair.

When I started college, in love, in order to devote even more time with boyfriend, I have often told his father to be in school cram schools, and her boyfriend is also in rural areas, and poor at home, so I often asked my father to give him money to buy衣服. Although I am the increasing amount of money, but my father never asked me what, he always told me that in school, not to save money, be sure to keep good health in order to improve learning.

From home to school has more than four hours ghd straighteners of the road, when the Christmas and her boyfriend went out to the movies, and my father played me a few phone calls I did not then, in the end I just closed the phone. Have watched the film we have to eat barbecue, back to school time has been a little more, I saw the door in the school his father’s car, walked over, when I saw my father fell asleep, he slept Suozhuo saliva to flow out of body a. I knocked at the glass wake of his father, he was afraid that I had bought the clothes, the cold sent to me, called me when he had already come to school on the way, and in order so I have him on this night a heavy snow people sitting in the car for nearly five hours, I am holding his tears. This time is getting very late, but his father insisted to go back, saying that a group of goods will be issued tomorrow, and ask my own fear and stop playing casual too late, the most important task is to learn. I know that my father angry, and looked at him and drove away iron her face that moment I felt she should soon die.

Lying in bed when I kept thinking about his father’s look, thinking he had aged face, I cried, tears open the gate like a constant flow of the river the same. I began to worry that his father, so much snow will be wet What’s the matter would not be these things? I hope that the departure of Auntie Lan make all of the disaster from his father.

Father or accident, and the next day I received a call from the hospital, his father out of an accident. If the first car accident because of the disasters brought Auntie Lan, then this accident who brought it? I cried and did not please leave a car on the package arrived at hospital.

His father was still being first-aid room, but excessive bleeding needs immediate blood transfusion, the father of the blood is type B, and the hospital blood bank where precisely the lack of B-type blood. My doctor said I was his daughter, I can give my father transfusion. I think if you let your father back to health, I prefer to use for all my blood. Think of the father is really pathetic, I now know why she was not my father and Aunt Lan divorce, because in addition to his accident, when I was no longer there is no other people can take care of him, if not divorced, at least at this time will Blue Aunt will come to take care of him about.

Laboratory test results came out, the doctor called me into office, he asked me how I normally kind of father, I wonder how he would ask me such a question, I said very good ah, the father of her daughter can not you? When the doctor told me that my father and I did not when the blood in front of me a black do not know on what.

Wake up when I found myself lying in bed, another not far from my bed, wearing an oxygen mask on his father looked at me, next to Circuit over a doctor. I saw my father’s eyes constantly tears The doctor said that my father can no longer treat excessive bleeding, and now waiting for me to wake up and the father said, after only a few words of. I flew at the arms of his father, “Daddy, you do not die, you die how do I do that?”

His father’s eyes constantly tears of water, pointed to his efforts to oxygen mask, the doctor removed the oxygen mask, “said Hanhan, Qingqing,” he said with a smile said to me, “I go to take care of themselves, the book read After stabilizing on the look finished your mother, only she knows who your biological father is, I originally wanted to wait for you to finish the book to tell you, but can not wait until that day, and hope you will take good care of yourself! “he hand feebly dropped when I go crazy, like crying out: “Daddy, no matter what I have only one father, that is, you know!” I saw my father smiling eyes shut the moment nodded his head.

My father left me a lot of money, I still finished in the university. When graduation I went to see father, who’s grave had been covered with grass, I am lying in the grave and cry, I said, Dad, you will always be my best dad, if there is next life, I would not do to your daughter, I want to be your woman, I have to take good care of your whole life, so you are filled with happy families happy to spend every second, I do not wear nice clothes, do not play mahjong and others do not have children more !

In the countless nights I kept writing to my father, I have to tell him, let us make an appointment in the next life husband and wife, watching the ashes into the light blue stationery, I saw my father came to me, I lay him the warm embrace of tears and happy tears kept streaming from my eyes out, dripping on his shoulder. In that world, I can and father together, wholeheartedly End is intended to pay for their own man, I loved everything, I finally saw my father laughed, and the most real of the most enjoyable one!

When I moved in his father’s safe was found in an old yellow notebook, is to help people carry the stones he had in mind when you work, in the first page read: Hanhan, Qingqing, one-year-old and eight months, and I can not believe she is not my daughter, her look and I did the same.In any case the child is innocent, I think I can do is to work hard to switch to (make) money to make her a good way to go to school, do not like me, not out ghd hair of West (interest) of the. Hanhan, Qingqing, the daughter of my dear, I will always love you! - 83 years in April.

Hop on a notebook that moment, tears like mad and out to Ben.

I used to think that love color is gray, and  ED Hardy Shirts happy color is white, my life is gray, and Madrid, with no rich colors, monotonous like a side of lime walls. Later, I learned that only a monotonous limestone walls could create the most gorgeous Veronika’s liveliest and most timeless color.

1

That summer, I graduated from the University of Madrid, and we arranged to not go back home, to remain together in this bustling city.

Alarmingly high rent downtown, and we rented a 30 square meters in the suburbs of the cabin, spent two days cleaning the room, paint the walls, bought from a flea market out of the paint wooden bed, desk and sofa . We are left to right Norway Norway managed to put three things placed neatly on the left with a table of locations. I and the Madrid lying in bed one a few of all the money, Ma with a small note book and budget our spending and found that has no extra money to buy a table. I had an idea to use the corridor outside the pile of cardboard boxes made of a table, and then covered with a blue checked tablecloths. Looking at the shape of the “home”, Ma said to me, little blue, a three-year period, I will let you live in Liangshiyiting house. I looked at Ma laughed, I said, regardless of Liangshiyiting or no room no room, I would like to follow you.

Of procedures developed by Ma lucky, a week later to find a job. Although the probation period the wages of only 600, but Madrid came back that day to give me money to buy a bouquet of 20 roses. Those days I wear a suit all day long skirt and high heels ran in the recruitment of the meeting, and I am the same person plethora bachelor’s degree, studying history, I can not find a suitable job, the employing unit harsh conditions and meager wages It makes me feel extremely wronged. Person in charge of a company’s eyes look at me with contempt, he said, do you think you are a historian will give our company and create value?

That afternoon came back, I squeezed in the hot weather to endure in people who want to shed tears on the bus straight, I called to Madrid, I asked Ma, do you love me? He does not listen to my voice, they had never seen, Mangwen me what happened. I said all right, I could not find work, you still love me? Ma laughed over the phone, small blue, find a job is not to find, I keep you forever.Although I know that Ma 600 a month salary in a city like electricity and water to remove the rent has been depleted, but I moved to Madrid for a long time this sentence.

2

Madrid is a good-tempered man, take care of perhaps for me. I do not cook, Madrid, after a day on the bike after work to the vegetable market to buy food, markets, there is no parking place, he Tuizhe Che squeeze in the bustling crowd to Jiqu. The time has come home late at night, he was very sorry to pro-my forehead, small blue, and hungry bar, waiting, like immediately. Then he busy in the corridors outside the left with the landlord of that station covered with aging of the gas stove for cooking grease. Sometimes to the end, enough money, and Madrid every day to do potatoes, stewed potatoes, radish or turnip stew. The more I eat with gusto, Ma more guilt.

Has always been proud of my job looking for a long time until the cold wind blowing in October, I was in high school in the suburbs became a history teacher.

Loose a lot of living than before, but the two people’s wages amounted to less than 2000, but Madrid also kept part of the money to buy a house. Sometimes, I sat alone in the dark little room, I suddenly felt I Mader’s future is so remote. Ma has said that three years, let me live in the house Liangshiyiting However, this is only a promise unfulfilled. When I was in the winter hands soaked in the biting cold water when washing clothes, I felt we could not even a 2000 can not afford to buy a washing machine, let alone hundreds of thousands or even hundreds of thousands of house? Therefore, I believe, it is just love of the people say if the situation Shade bubbling. Love, then in the absence of a strong material to pave the way, based on the people is always sad.

Throughout the winter, Ma is more busy, and sometimes Zhengsuzhengsu doing overtime in the company’s procedures, a person throw me in a small room. I nest in the absence of heating the house to warm the cold cover their handbags over and over again over and over for hot water, covered with two blankets or the whole body shivering with cold. In the home of his mother called to ask you were doing it? I said that I and Madrid are the lights in the big Yunnan Garden to eat spicy fish paste pot it! After hanging up the phone, I cried holding warmer bag. Tears episodes wet blanket, my heart sank a little.

3

Sometimes think about it, God always liked the test person. Ma can not give me to buy expensive diamond ring, Lin Chun can be; Madrid can not give me a house, Lin Chun can be; Madrid can not let me live a practical stable life, Lin Chun can be. Therefore, God to test me, so, I met Lin-jun.

Lin Chun is the boss of a company, inherited his father’s, of course. That day I in the street Xia Guang, lying in a transparent window in terms of a long blue windbreaker. When I stood back to unstable, suddenly fell to the retro Audi car parked in the street, backpack on the metal buckle on the car drawn by a long Yin Zi. I exclaimed, when Lin Chun shot from behind my shoulder, he had a sobering outline, looking white. He secretly said, Miss, I saw nothing that you hurry Run, otherwise the owner came back worse. I looked at him, and did not run. I said, forget, or the owner of a bar, count me bad luck. He laughed, your luck? I am even more unlucky then, for no reason the car had been scratched. However, looking at the points you do not run, I forgive you.I shrugged, the original you are the owner, I am sorry, then I could leave it? He said no, asked me to dinner to go. I am in front of him pocket, I said that I only pretended 35 Lingba dime it, you said you can eat what? He laughed, and it can always eat kebab, right?

That afternoon, Lin Chun drove the Audi to take me to eat fifty cents a bunch of the kebab. I sat in the car, I think of Madrid, and my heart with its weird smells.

So I know the woods-jun. He and Ma is like two trees, one opened the garden trees flowers, full of fallen flowers, fragrant overflowing; a junction of the garden trees of fruit, fabulous. Women always hovering around between the practical and romantic, wavering.Picked fruit bar, you can solve the hunger and thirst, but not romantic; picked to spend it, to meet the mood of a small woman, but hunger and thirst unbearable.

However, know my heart, I love the mud. However, Lin Chun is full of childish to say that the small blue, and we know it so happened to miss that we are strangers, and I will be caught. I had to chase in his eyes where rush dodge.

4

Winter will soon passed, the sun in the warm March  Ed Hardy Clothing weather to photos in my body, let me a kind of trance free.

Made by the company sent to Shanghai to do engineering, go to more than a month. In the early spring morning, he pro-I into the heart, covered with frostbite of the hands of the inflamed spots still remained. He said gently stroking my hair, small blue, I will try to make you happy, a month, will soon be over, obediently waiting for me to come back. I looked up and look him, I asked, Ma, do you love me? Ma did not speak, gently nodded.

Ma gone, I sat still without sun, cold room, that 30 square meters of the house become more and more empty.

Lin Chun know Madrid travel, always early in the morning at the door sounded his horn, gave me to work. He knows I like spicy food, and after work took me to eat Sichuan hot pot, spicy crab or shrimp with mixed and often took me to cruising in the cold wind blowing off the embankment on the coat I wore. I have repeatedly stressed by Lin-jun, Ma loved me, and I love him. Lin Chun smiled, and I love you, you will fall in love with me in the future. Such a stubborn man, let my heart become complicated and painful.

Ma occasionally call me and tell me he wanted me. Every time the phone to pick him up, my tears will fall off. I know that I love, and Madrid the edge of the cliff walk, take a step back alive, the former further, is dead. I do not know how to do that, I just thought, God, hello cruel.

One night, a sudden stomach pain, I have awakened from a dream, and struggled up and looked for a painkillers to eat, but it hurt even more fiercely. I am tearful phone to dial the Madrid, there say that you are dialing the user has been turned off. Thought for a minute, I dial the woods jun phone.

That night, I have a coma. I only vaguely remember Lin Chun holding my last car, he put my head on his lap as he called my name, side of the car and rushing to the hospital. He hugged me in the hospital run up and down, I heard a lot of people’s footsteps, just like the old Ma patch goes on the sound desk, Din Din pound, and a mess.

Woke up when the yes early morning, Lin Chun inflamed eyes, carrying his bowl of soup standing on the bedside, told me last night to do the surgery, the appendix had been removed, all right. I cried, and cried powerful, tears, opened the white sheet on a gray one another flower, as if I and Ma’s love, flowers, and because there is no adequate sunshine and water, flowers on the TSE had.

5

Ma phone call, he did not know that I am in the hospital. He said the small blue, obediently, the remaining 23 days I’ll see you. I said yes.

When discharged, Lin Chun come to pick me up. He took out a beautiful diamond ring, he said, marry me, little blue. I will let you have a happy life. I hesitated, Lin Chun pull off my left hand, will wear the ring on my ring finger.

Ma still in Shanghai, and I pack up the simple luggage moved home to stay at the desk had a long letter. The letter I said, my dear Ma, I know you in order to enable me to lead a good life and the bustle around, and I know you love me. However, a woman wants is just a warm winter night crook of the arm, pain when one can count on the embrace, there can be a sheltered home. I have gone, I hope you forgive me, hope you can happy.

Time to write have been shaking my hand, I do not know how to use words to soothe the pain of a man to explain the departure of a woman. I think none of us is not wrong, love, in the face of reality is so pale and weak.

That night I moved into the woods Jun renovated luxury house, he said a few days took me to meet his parents. I got into a room nice and warm in the blanket, but how could not sleep. That night nightmare continued, I have always dreamed of Madrid, dreamed he was bustling vegetable market where shopping, dreamed of his hands covered with chilblains has been at the computer keyboarding, dreamed, he said, small blue, why did you go? I tell you do not you?

I think God is punishing me, he first had a multiple-choice questions thrown to me, but I chose the wrong answer, so he punished me.I have not had time to see his parents, and Lin-jun, but because it is not comfortable in the hospital when a routine check, know got anemia.

I immediately fell in Mongolia, and doctors said to do the bone marrow puncture, for further diagnosis. I have not heard from the hospital ran out, a person walking in the densely packed crowd, the heart, sudden cold to the freezing point.

I do not know how to go back, when I Lin-jun said that I had anemia when his face became pale, he was like a wok, like ants in the room to go back and forth, non-stop to say, how should I do?How to do? I sat dejected on the ground without thinking.

Two days later, Lin Jun’s parents suddenly came, Lin Chun walk behind them hung his head, without the past the laughing. His parents told me all earnestness, patience, I understand, and Lin can not be a seriously ill daughter-and can not come up with high medical expenses or even go bankrupt for my cure. I laughed, prop up the body for two days without eating, his eyes staring straight Lin-jun. Standing behind the parents that he no longer was a brave man, his head down, did not dare look at me one. I took off the ring and gently placed on the coffee table, and then put on coat, bring a good luggage already packed out the door.

6

There is no place to go, I was back to the little room. The table has not yet opened the letter, I forget counting the days, Made the day after tomorrow will come back, I picked up the letter, threw it in the fire.

Ma came back, I had no regular meal in five days. I lay in bed, without the slightest effort. Of this strong big men actually in tears and he hugged me, little blue, what happens it? How to become so thin? I also cried, and throat faint voice, I said Ma, do you still love me?I am no longer worthy of your love. Ma kiss my dry lips, he said, little blue, I love you, no matter what kind of you, I love you. I said I will not live long, I had anemia, subject to syncope in the past, it is that God gave me a punishment. Ma did not believe, looking at me, like to look into the inside of my internal organs. I Qing Xiao, men are the same, Lin Chun is also the case in the eyes.

Ma gone, hurried out the door. I curled body, has been indented blanket, no tears.

Half an hour later, Ma was back. He carried the fresh vegetables and meat, as well as a fertilizer, chicken, told me he had done before, small blue, and hungry bar, waiting, like immediately. Days gradually dark room the light has become a good dark, I have always looked at him lying in bed, picking vegetables and vegetable dishes in silhouette, looked at him secretly with the sleeve to wipe away tears, looking at him to give me stewed chicken to do green peppers and sweet and sour soup ף ¬ cabbage. See later, not stop the tears blurring my eyes, that one, see really, really long time to stand still, my heart suddenly calm, and I know that I missed such a good man, Lin Jun For me is like a dream, let me know how stupid they are. However, when I see it, I do not longer have a Ma, and can no longer have love.

Leighton eat it for a long time, I devour look for Ma heartbreaking. That night, I lay on his arms to sleep secure in the past, I did not dream of Lin Chun, I dreamed of flowers, the sun, there are the smiling faces of Madrid.

7

Made in the bank he was ready to buy a house all the money taken out, and from my colleagues a lot of borrowed money back, he said that not think of a solution, I take you to the hospital, I must cure you.

I looked at his eyes firm, heartache too little to be added.

When we finally learn about from a doctor, if carefully nursed back to health care, the daily routine of a regular diet, regular referral to the hospital, then I can lead a healthy person’s life, Made me the whole lifted up in the hospital was filled with disinfectant flavor of the corridor loudly cried my name. He put me down, when that little blue, and we get married.

Weddings have been very simple, but my heart was filled with full of happiness, I wanted to do a plaque to thank the hospital without the doctor’s treatment, I would like to leave, then I regret it for life. I do not understand that true love does not have to spacious large house and expensive diamond ring. No one really, and then also lock in limitless big house full of love, then love will not let expensive diamond ring has become eternal.

After marriage, I still live in mud huts house, and we work every day to work happily, happily save money to pay down payment to buy a house, but also happily sipping potato carrot soup.The only problem is I have personally boil the soup, and I learned to squeeze in a crowded vegetable market to Jiqu, but also learned and vegetable vendors who bargain, and I think I want to Madrid to do a lifetime of rice, boil soup for life. This is part of my happiness.

Silly old me, always thought of love color is gray, and happy color is white, my life is gray, and Madrid, with no rich colors, monotonous like a side of lime walls. Now, I know, only the monotonous limestone walls in order to draw the most gorgeous Veronika’s liveliest and most timeless color.

Love, people learn to grow, learn tolerance, but Ed Hardy Shoes also learned to cherish.