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Tuesday, December 29th, 2009

Where, V1, and v. For investment projects, respectively, and beginning at the end of the market value, P is in this
During the project the company received gucci shoes the profits.
    
It should be noted that this formula assumes that the company projects profit distribution have occurred in the end, such as the
Fruit at the end of the period prior to the distribution of profits has made other investments, it would require further consideration and then vote
Capital profits and losses. The formula does not take into account whether the project period for an additional years of investment, otherwise the formula
Is necessary to amend, the company projects earnings will be lower than the actual formula for money received. Of course, if
Fruit additional investment took place in the beginning,  just the beginning of the project include the value of this investment; if
Additional investment occurred in the end of the period can also be viewed as negative profits, the company’s profit-sharing on behalf of the project
Of the project’s net cash flow.
    
For example, a venture capital firm invests in early January in the market value of 5000) 7
Yuan, to the market value of the project by the end of June rose to 5 500y Yuan, and also share of 1 million yuan li
Run, then this six months the company projects a 12% rate of return:
    
R2 (5 500 – 5 000 +100) / 5 000 = 12%
    
In general, the rate of return is calculated during the calculation of time intervals. For example, a
Month, i quarter or a year, but the application of the above formula yields obtained, there is often asked the following two
Question. First of all, because of the project value and project-related cash payments and income assumes that a period of
The beginning of the end of the money,   If the calculation is very long, rate of return on the value of the time value of money is estimated that
Inadequate. For example, even if the two companies to spend the proceeds calculated to be the same, but one received
Cash income of an earlier, its earnings actually gucci bags be underestimated. Second, the company’s investment period is not the same time, the
The formula can not be compared side of their earnings. To compare, we must consider the same units
Earnings between the inside. To this end, we must first calculate the proceeds within a relatively short time units, then if the
Units in the calculation of time period where the yield on average to seek through appropriate. Specific to
On average the proceeds to strike methods are: (1) the arithmetic average rate of return; (2) compound average rate of return;
(3) internal rate of return.
  
1. Arithmetic average rate of return
  
Arithmetic average return rate on the calculation of sub-period rate of return per unit time is a simple demand
And the average, if the calculation period from the N units of time constitute the first n units of time, the project received
Yi Cui of Rn, n 1 1,2, …, N, then this period of a project where RA arithmetic rate of return as follows:
    
Lin = (Rl + R2 + … + RN) / N
    
For example, if an item venture capital firm in the past three years, the annual rate of return were
A 15%, 35% and 55%, then this project arithmetic average annual return rate of 25%.
  
2. The average compound rate of return
  
The average compound rate of return taking into account all of the cash income should be reinvested, often also called
The sale of any merchandise, sales staff should cultivate a spirit, that is to develop their own confidence in the selling of goods, there are often consignment seller right from their own ranks wholesaler or the manufacturer does not have sufficient confidence in here, I would like to to say, if you own wholesalers or manufacturers do not have confidence, then Do not do these commodities, as it would affect the sales of your lack of confidence in the process and let a lot of opportunities have been lost that could have been traded. Because of lack of confidence, you have to answer customer questions will appear tone of the phenomenon of a guilty conscience and can not eat assurance to customers, it is difficult to form a mutual sense of trust caused by the loss of opportunities. Therefore, we supply in the choice of the time to compare and then contrast compared to others sites relevant regulations and services, and the product description thoroughly read, understand, but also to learn the relevant expertise. Web sites of their own best interest to be able to buy their own one to Chuan Chuan, the only way to build our distributors or the manufacturer of the trust and confidence so that they can establish a supply network marketing essential confidence.

Some friends have doubts, then I was interested in site 10 to one, then I can not buy a 10 senders? Oh, there is no need, if the majority of the site have a physical map and a detailed description of one can do as much as possible, because the confidence is sufficient in the commodity level of understanding can be built, so the detailed explanation is also very important to . Otherwise no matter how hard we all can do a one-off customers, there will be no return to customers the (even if there is too little). Therefore, the selection of the supply to make their own confidence in sales is particularly important if the condition does not have the sales process will become very difficult.

Well, the premise had finished, the following began to talk about some problems in the sales process:

 

(1) Sometimes we have to views or the cargo Shop sales while doing some promotions and special offers, then the customer may have on our special offers sometimes there is a doubt, that the poor quality before we engage in a price, No matter how we explained that the other side thought we lie to her. If we take the back way to deal with the case, it is wrong: 1. You be assured of quality are the same. 2. Are the same shipment, will not be a problem. 3. Are the same clothes, how so? This response is wrong, because on the surface of suspected customers the quality of clothes, in fact we do not trust the right. Therefore, the crucial point is to obtain the trust of customers, so that customers believe you have said. It is clear the error response to the above approach is too pale and not enough to achieve customer’s trust. Our response strategy should be this: We must frankly tell customers the real reason for special clothing in order to convince the fact that customers, in both special offers affordable, cost-effective as a catalyst to guide customers to buy immediately. We do sales of wearing apparel to remember: When we conduct a frank, sincere language, and the courage to behave in charge, it is often very easy to obtain the trust of customers! We can answer “Do you ask this question very well, we did have many old customers have such concerns. But this one thing I can responsibly tell you, whether it is price or promotional clothing, in fact, the quality is completely the same, For example this special, and quality assurance are the same, but the price has to much lower, so it really cost-effective to buy these clothes. You can rest assured that purchase. ”

(2) Sometimes after an exchange, the customer said, “I consider the good will say it, or I say take a look at another house,” welfare problems such as should, if we do that is wrong: 1. This is really well suited to You will also be considered what? 2. Really fit, you will no longer consider them. 3. Speechless … …. 4. All right, then take into account contact me! These types of answers are wrong, because the first way to answer people feel is too strong, easy strokes exclusion. The second answer seems far-fetched, is not convincing. The third speechless it appears that they are too passive, did not make any effort to change the customer’s mind. The fourth answer is also part of did not make any efforts, and also to customers Xiazhukeling feeling. Our coping strategies should be like this: customers so that there might be for themselves to find an excuse to refuse, but may also be a real psychological customers, so we must first understand the customer belongs to which type of this argument in the end, but also means that we must know the real reason. But usually we are all either mechanically stress the advantages or just speechless, has become very passive and negative.

Actually, I want to address this issue from three aspects:

1. To find a cause, to the pressure, hard & soft hand. Nursing home when we are faced with customer objections (whether true or an excuse for a refusal), taken not as a way, customers do not feel any pressure, and thus can easily escape, thereby reducing the probability of sales success. If we put pressure on the right to the customer can make our sales by a passive change initiative, the pressure can not be too small nor too big to let customers hate you, little had no effect.

2. Dealing with customer objections, recommend an immediate purchase. If a customer has gone, we are beyond the reach, so should seize the opportunity to sell, a specific method is: 1. To the pressure, for example, this is the last one, or promotions coming to an end and so on, to each other in creating a sense of urgency. 2. To the temptation to allow customers to buy now what benefits you can get. In fact, people are the interests of animals, the customer advantages and disadvantages of buying and do not buy a clear statement to their customers, you can increase sales success rate.

3. To increase customer retention rates, if the customer does want to go to another Shop take a look at this time can no longer force recommendation, otherwise, make the other uncomfortable, but we must increase the probability of customers coming back. Studies have shown that when customers come back to purchase probability of 70%. So how to increase retention rates do? We can start from two aspects: 1. To face, if not face to the customer, even if the customers like it would never go back because the back would mean weak and does not face the customer. 2. Give the impression that customers see the other after the departure of Shop, children’s welfare to see a lot of style, may be a lot of temptations, and eventually lead to our clothes, there is no impression of this, which is very detrimental to customers back, so before leaving the customer to re-emphasize the selling points of clothing, be sure to give customers left a deep and beautiful impression. Therefore, we can answer it this way:

Miss, I can feel quite like this out of your clothes, can you say what you have to give, of course, your idea I can understand, but I am worried that they have to explain ambiguities, so would like to ask you about, You are now the main consideration is that our style is still ……..( tell her to wait for the other concerns). Then say: In addition to … …, there are other reasons why you can not now make a decision? (Boot the other side to disclose their true thoughts and address). Or put it this way: You have to consider that, and I fully understand, but I would like to prompt you that this dress is only this last one, and you like it then, if, and it is missed that is really a great pity. Or like this: You have to think about, we fully understand, so will not regret buying it. Is that all right, I shall introduce you to you more, you can look at more, multi-comparison, social welfare institutions that take into account a number of them will be more comprehensive Gucci handbags ( for the extension of the exchange of time for customers to understand the and to build trust and get customers to understand that we are standing at his point of view for him to think, rather than thinking about his pocket money).

venture capital company

Tuesday, December 29th, 2009

I want a little of their own room, can be done with their own people who love to cook, watch TV. Do not place too much, it was only two of us live on the line. It allows me opened my eyes every day ugg boots uk, the first one to see his face. 

  I just want to be with him, even if it had done nothing, only looked at me quietly like his smile. 

    He does not necessarily have a lot of money, like we spend enough. Does not necessarily require a lot of love, as long as special situation like a lifetime for me. He does not necessarily handsome, but be sure to accommodate my little temper tantrums when I will always be accompanied on my side, not as big as I lose my temper and my arguments, and then Yang field away and disappeared. Sometimes, love is in itself does not make sense to talk about. 

  I gave him gently when making a call must be answered, send text messages but also a timely response, do not let me worried. We can argue occasionally, but not often quarrel. Occasionally, a small noisy little trouble is that we can be as emotional flavoring agent, but if noisy every day, then not far from breaking up.

 In fact, I was a greedy woman, you want lots and lots of love, also want lots and lots of money, but I know this is impossible, so just hope that one person could take at my side, no matter what happens, all stubbornly persists. 

   Whether happy or sad, he will accompany me spend. As long as he could take with me, even if a word is not to say that I will be very stable. I just want to share of waiting, would the moving.

 When I lose my temper, vexatious, please do not quarrel with me, as long as I like gently holding; sometimes a woman just wanted a hug only! When I occasionally make a mistake, do not blindly blame, please tender to me; because you have a fierce to me, I would have shed tears, tears fall down it will not stop, but if crying swollen eyes, yes, I would no longer visible to your face. . . . .

    When I was angry because of a moment while you say when breaking up, please do not be too seriously, because a woman is often said that to break up, just want to be you retain. Sometimes, the more you care about the feelings, the more afraid of losing. 

   said: Love one person who definitely want to make him happy, then if we are not happy together, and would you please tell me, okay? I will quietly leave. If you fell in love with someone even if you tell me the first time, I will bless you, but I hope you all safe and sound! 

    only want to do a simple love, love seeing this
It had opened a Shop selling clothes, your clothes may be not many. Because there is no stable jobs and stable income, therefore, must learn to simplicity. 

    Lived a reclusive life, of course, I can not Qingxin few desires, ambitions and desires, much like air, with the left, was I am deeply sucked into my lungs, their survival. . .

    Each new shelves YY, when my heart is troubled, fantasy with this dress, if worn in my body, what will happen? Yao will be very cute? Yao will be very sexy? Yao will be very pretty? Would not be particularly fashionable? Or a special lady? ? ?

    Yesterday, I had a new set of clothes finally arrived, in 2009 the first set of new clothes Oh, he bought his own consolation. . .

    When this world no one can not remember to send me a gift, I can remember, I won a give yourself a gift – Shop inside their own selection of clothes. . .

    Apart Express parcels, their clothes out to first touch, feel pretty good quality clothing. Put on a test, just fit, satisfaction. . Front of his own looked himself, praising with a smile … …

    The feeling of wearing new clothes, nice! !

    I remember when working in Guangdong, to do clerical work, wages are not high, but enough to me, “carelessness” over the weekend, when empty, they and the sisters shopping, eat a snack, then buy new clothes. . .

    Life, simple and beautiful mood, always new and new … …

    Later, a man said that he accompany me shopping and bought me nice clothes … … I believe, and his promise as an article of faith … … available at the end, only one person I remember he once said the words … … He did not stick to promises, I lost my faith, learned from this disappointment and loss    I am a woman, a woman deal with the feeling of clothes, like men treat their beautiful feeling. Beautiful clothes for a woman two shiny, beautiful for the men, also have this effect … …

   Grass is always greener man for woman, grass is always greener woman changing clothes. New clothes make a woman beautiful themselves splendidly dressed, then the fashion ugg boots sale eye-catching and shiny.

   I think every woman likes to wear new clothes feel. But I do not know, man if there is a new love, will you still remember that before the old people who love … …

   Perhaps, when the woman put on new clothes still do not discard her old clothes, and men have a new woman, the woman who would abandon his former … …

   . . . . .

   Not to think about, and anyway thought, it may not be able to understand. . . Hell with men, women, new clothes, old clothes then! Today, happy, like! ! !

   . . . . . .

   For a long time, there is no spontaneously happy before. . . Found until today, the original and put a new set of clothes, feelings can be so beautiful … …

   If I can, I am willing to own their own pet, dress themselves, with the most beautiful of America to dress himself, gave himself the best of the … …

   To pay for themselves, is always worth it
Business investment in the early stages of the Government’s responsibility: funding, policy guidance and law Hajime construction. 55
    
Fixed: “publicly traded stocks in the existing stock exchange trading system within the individual organizations to carry out cross -
    
Easy.
    
Thus, there is the second board market with Chinese characteristics is brewing, however, many aspects of the law
    
Still need to complete. For example, how to assess and identify high-tech, how to engage in stock market
    
Assessment, sports shoes Shop consignment how to determine the transaction procedures, which will require quite a long time. In Head
    
Before high-tech projects in China but not the tendency of instructions and guidelines, which makes investment behavior in the blind
    
Under the state and can not be nurturing and orderly, the objective is not conducive to business investment in the normative hair
    
Exhibition. An ideal mechanism for venture capital in China, under the conditions of the present reality does not have the basic feasibility of
    
There are many other reasons, such as the financial markets is not yet perfect, brand Men’s Shop Quality consignment source of talent, especially venture capital
    
Family groups have not yet formed, the investors risk awareness and affordability of poor, and so on, but Policy Act
    
Planning a breakthrough is an important prerequisite for the feasibility of the establishment, or even if we manage to establish a set of record
    
Sector investment mechanism, they will certainly have a difficult to overcome the deficiencies, shortcomings, and not really full-fat
    
Hui venture capital for promoting the positive role of high-tech development. Defects or system of the
    
Breakthrough mainly as follows: high imitation shoes consignment requires legal and fund management regulations for the sector, a clear partnership
    
That depends on the managers of the general partner should bear the economic and legal responsibility to provide the corresponding regulations; due
    
Agency managers as a general partner incentive and restraint there is asymmetry in a series of agency problems,
    
Venture capitalists should be encouraged to set up a private fund management institutions, Li Ning Sports Shoes Shop agent should be oriented towards the development of venture capitalists
    
With the lawyers, certified public accountants and the like of individual practitioners; to allow the freedom of trade and transfer of property rights
    
So, the inventor of technology start-ups or venture capitalists, entrepreneurs and start-ups can hold
    
Part of the equity shares, property rights, freedom of trade as well as mergers and acquisitions to achieve the prerequisite; for technology start-ups
    
Enterprises to create authentic athletic footwear Shop stock second agent board, the criteria for listing in the first board to have significantly reduced.
Third, a more comprehensive legal system includes the contents of the
    
Venture Capital in relation to the general public to raise funds and to invest in start-ups, involving more
For complex contractual relationship, coupled with its own sports shoes in Putian Shop high-risk nature of the agency, requires a comprehensive legal frame
Structure. One of the most important are the following:
    
(I) Protection of intellectual property legal system
    
Venture Capital Investment and general difference is that it high-tech achievements into commercial products.
The existence of high-tech achievements brand underwear Shop consignment basis for the development sector investment boom. However, if we have more and more technical
The outcome of continuous operation available, a very important point is to protect intellectual property rights, to stimulate the entire society engaged in
Passion for innovation and scientific and technological achievements.
    
In addition, the intellectual property law is essential. High-tech enterprise business needs
Venture Capital brand sports shoes Shop consignment house closely with technical experts, including the key to deal with intellectual property rights that technology into the
Q potato Bi fuel
    
Grounds that too many projects, venture capitalists of energy is limited, difficult to be comprehensive, project management is difficult to achieve
    
Targeted, can not be a thorough and meticulous and implement them. In addition, the welfare sector venture capital firms may also be affected by the company
    
Restrictions on the size of funds can not invest a lot of items. Therefore, in order and stability through the portfolio investment
    
Corporate earnings, venture capital firms there is a need in conjunction with other companies to invest in the project together.
    
Often there will be a joint venture led by 1-2 companies, often led investors to keep holding to
    
, And the other participants to follow the form of equity investment. Joint venture not only to increase investment and venture capital firms
    
The total number of funded projects, while others, led by investment in the project follow-up investments, with the help of others pipes
    
Science, to achieve the project management, supply networks and thus better solve the venture capital companies use portfolio strategy
    
Dilemma.
    
Joint venture means that venture capital industry need to develop mutual cooperation, common progress and common prosperity
    
Concept. To select a suitable joint venture partners, venture capitalists must remain with their peers
    
The link between pay attention to the collection of other venture capital firms, venture investors of information. High wind
    
Risk of large-scale investment, but also to pay attention to selecting an experienced partner. In fact, the increasingly well-developed
    
Information network will seemingly disparate Joint Venture capitalists into an organic whole, as the venture capital
    
Home exchange experiences, share information and risk-sharing provides an extremely convenient platform.
Second, to the different development periods to invest in start-ups
    
Start-ups of the same industry, different period of development determines the risk of the different start-ups.
■ In general, start-ups of maturity, the lower the risk the greater the business risk in the early start
Higher than the mature business. Therefore, the Shop supply appropriate investments in the same industry or similar industries in different development stage of the
Start-ups, Venture Capitalists to play on both the professional cognitive abilities, and to achieve portfolio investment,
To achieve risk diversification purposes.
Third, widen channels of company funds, focusing on the diversity of funding sources
    
Is essentially a venture capital fund management rather than project management, venture capital funding to pursue the
    
The value of the hedge, which determines the need to focus on nursing home venture capital financing venture capital funds
    
Withdrawal of investment risk and the risk of the project. Multi-channel expansion of venture capital funding sources, venture investment
    
Home should be portfolio investment capital from a strategic height to see not just a venture investment fund in order to meet regulatory
    
Mode requirements, nursing homes so the risk of venture capital funding for prevention has not to be ignored in practice.
    
Multi-channel fund-raising by venture capital firms is conducive to the stability of financial management. An investment in the venture
    
Sukenari a firm foothold in the real ugg boots venture capital firms should ensure that their business has always holds the item
    
Choose the right investment for this venture capital company must first ensure that their holds can be used on hand
    
Venture capital. Venture capital companies need to pay attention to his charge of venture capital funds like

the cautious

Tuesday, December 29th, 2009

Memories, the most wounding. So, remember the forgotten.  I keep trying, try to forget, forget the past, the past has been, there have been for you … … Maybe a lot of people do not need good-bye, Ugg boots because it is only just passing through; perhaps forgotten is that we give each other the best occasion to remember.
 
(A) difficult to forget

Legend Drink “Mengpo Tang,” people will forget all the things, whether happy or painful. 
    
If you really forgotten, perhaps really a happy thing. But no one seems able to do so free and easy, and no one can easily put his past forgotten.
 
(B) self-mask
 
Whenever friends and family asked me if it really is good, I always say: “I’m fine … …” Perhaps this is only to convince himself all is well.
 
Always the case, refused to admit their own vulnerability and sadness. The pain buried deep in the most reluctant to allow others to easily see his weak, including the tears. In fact, I’m just a little woman.  Always in front of others pretend Meixinmeifei, crazy, but they alone can see the scars of heart, full of sadness and tears. While others thought I was vulnerable to the attack. In fact, I do not think much of the strong, independent and courageous imagination  I’m just an ordinary woman, other-worldly air, flesh and blood, there are emotional animals. Many past events can not ever forget it, it is always branded in the heart of the most delicate places, a touch on the surface will lose a strong camouflage. Just think of efforts to reduce the number of traces of forgotten time 
(C) the past such as tobacco

Seem to have some time, the overall feel a lot of things around them, are a little disappear. I have tried to make efforts to pick up slowly in the past, but always in such a moment, some of the debris caught off guard I fell in front of a harsh, I can only give patchwork. And allow the misty stuff distanced themselves.  Perhaps, life should have been the case. Once everything has already become the past, has become the long course of years a small smoke shadow. Faced now live for all that I know, I should meet, we should smile, be happy.
 
Then said to myself: to be left to regret the past, the dream of leaving tomorrow.
 
(D) learn to forget

Many times, we need to forget that, we have to learn to forget. Forget the hate, left is love; forget the separation, leaving is indifferent.
 
So, when those who loved, pain before, cried for days, no longer stick injuries can not be a soft heart; when all of the past, can laugh and out of date, we have learned to forget.
   
And happy, often forgetting where in that things in their stride.
(E) all things beautiful

Suddenly thought of a group of English: Everything fine, everything OK. Once the laughter had the sadness, the confusion has already gone with the wind … …. Now, on to do a real self. Because Everything fine, life will depend on how their own too
It is a long cold winter, I curled up in bed lazy to reprove the passing away one by one day ….. I was sleeping with hibernate, and look forward to this winter quickly in the past … …

   I do not like winter, because I afraid of the cold. . .

   Perhaps the snow-capped in winter is really very beautiful, but I have been living in the south, there is no share of pure taste of the beautiful scenery … … to accompany me, only the wind, with the chilly air. . .

   In this winter, used to stay up late nights, used to Laichuang, accustomed to hiding in a warm blanket … … so lazy to breathe, live … …

   At 8:30 every day after her mother’s call amid the leisurely breakfast together.

   Breakfast is the mother’s milk are playing downstairs to buy buns. Since the mother came later, I found that I never get up early once. To get up early to prepare breakfast every day are mothers. In this winter, only mother’s milk is warm, playing, and braved the heat steaming, plus a two spoonfuls of sugar, sweet … … mother heard a woman to drink soy milk, and can be beauty, remember to give us every day prepared soybean milk … …

   Days together with her mother happy, on this point, this winter is still a warm and beautiful in winter … …

   ?. . . . . . ?

   Do not know since when, I develop an inert, do not like doing housework, we like to huddle in bed lazy, doing only his own dreams … …

   I am no longer a girl likes to dream, but it became a love dream woman, a young mother, still like to dream.

   Lazy may seem to have forgotten himself. . . The whole world so simple that only years of stream loud voice echoed … … I am alone in listening to the silent days. . .

   . . . .

   A long time, did not give himself over a makeup-oriented, and let the Buddha had for several centuries. . Feel the skin becomes rough and had lost his youthful smooth and glossy, and I know I am aging. . . Is no longer like to pick up the mirror scan the face of their own … …

   

   In the sunny days that I like to go out. On the road walk, stroll the streets … … sunny day, really good!

   I am looking forward to life because of warm sunshine and full of vitality … …

   This is a long, lazy winter. . .

   The recovery in the spring of all things, I have to remember that the inertia of its own wake, I have to give their life to a new beginning. . .

   Starting point for the next one began, I have to remember to work hard
If you ask: What kind of woman a man favorite, I would say, toxic woman, but a woman completely covered in poison, a feeling from their hearts so that men fail to seize the but refused to give up the woman, whom a man is willing to poison into the bones, still obsessed do not regret.

The toxic quality of a woman How does this have?

Ordinarily a beautiful woman in the bar a woman regarded as toxic, because a lot of beautiful woman’s drug has reached the point where people can be poisoned. Those who use their youth and beauty for money for a woman of substance, that is, this type of bar. However, such a toxic woman said to me not even in the ranks.

A toxic woman must be an independent woman. She is not a casual roadside grass, nor is it blatantly flower 4 flowers, a man beside her is the secluded natural smell, the scent of orchids from the depths of the soul, so a man’s mind has also been thoroughly shower. Fall in love with this woman, even if she was honored as the princess, will bind up from hair washed Qian Hua, hand-made soup cook for men; do not love, she will not be unreasonable entangled in every possible way. An elegant wave, and then abandon them and walked away, tears falling at the time only to regret and dismay that all men are left to chew. Watching a man she is not mad, she had to leave the endless thoughts and heartache. A woman’s poison is a 1.1 point man body immersion, unusual and without any perception, until there is perception already infiltrated the bone marrow and can not stop.

A toxic woman must know how to show weakness woman. If the men are mountains, then a woman that is water. With a water-based woman, is to know when to be strong, and when the vulnerable. She will not be a strong woman wearing a mask, the face of the beloved man, she would say: without you, I can not; leaning against the men around, reluctant to part bird-like. Let a man be proud, and she needs is his strong shoulders. When some fun at all dripping, and crying, she would be like rain off the baptism of poplar, uphold the stand upright under the sun. For men, male conquest have been fully met, while the fear of liability to the nerve can also be a chance to relax. Such women, men, how can not love it, willing to be women who do drugs?

A toxic woman will not be greedy woman. Men tend to rely on the material to capture a woman, often hand later, again as an ordinary woman, like Wu Shi abandoned, then, women of all body and mind have been destroyed, leaving behind the ruins of a find any. The woman is not mercenary, when a man, there is no reason to be slighted. Since it is a color and women do not benefit the transaction, why does a man’s insolent outrage fickle. Innocent men want is water, even dissipated family wealth, but also a ready word. Even the wealthy man’s possessions to the extent that his mind is still eager for a general love Cinderella myth.

Sometimes, a woman must be toxic is a small woman. She was gentle and considerate, innocent and naive and quietly waited at the men’s side, give him laughter, happiness, for him to sacrifice their youth Shaohua, but never asking for anything. Her father is a man under the sun, like an elf-like acting wildly, rogue grasp man’s hand, smiling mischievously cute; she will be the night in heavy rain Piaopo alone crying, but forget the dawn of time, right love sweet man sent greetings. Men feel drawn to her innocence, but also feel drawn to her forbear; man for her seductive, will be pained to threw a happy yellow handkerchief as the same, regardless of men ends of the earth, can be seen, because it hung on the mind .

If a woman with such a quality, so that men became “poison a thousand times I do not weary,” poisonous woman. Men face of such a woman, how to withstand the temptation, rather than immersed in a woman’s poison in the millennium and hopefully sleeping unconscious.

 Days of high, wide sea, fine,, thin clouds … … everything is faint. Is a hint of sadness, happiness is also a faint; Nobody is insidious, and thoughts are also a touch of … … any thoughts floating around in the faint memories of years, too, such as convective clouds into the light blue sky, without leaving any traces.

 

But at the moment, my heart is clear, in this clear sky days.

 

(A) youth friendship

Hint of days, suddenly missed her, a former youth young.

 

Schools miss the tree-lined trail, you and I hand walk, and occasionally a joke, laughing, some slapstick.

 

Miss the same course every day, even if repeats the still can find a simple pleasure.

 

Miss the days of sitting in the back of the classroom, in a sunny, the burst out laughing.

 

I remember, I love sitting in the back corner of the classroom, because it bored in those days, the quiet appreciation of the movements of each person’s face, looking at a problem they got into fierce arguments, for a laughter to tears …

 

My friends, you okay Mody?

 

Perhaps everything is changing, but the memories of those days, still parked in a corner of a quiet, even breathing. I believe many, many years later, will remember … …

 

(B) correspondence mind sees

Had nothing better to clean up when the drawer accidentally touch to those dusty old letters and cards, so a long absence, like the emotion of another, such as flowers blooming in their hearts.

 

School days, I enjoy writing, preferring Shou Xin received the kind of letter a sense of surprise and excitement, as if at the time of receiving birthday gifts in general, with a trace of desire, with a trace of curiosity. And savor every letter, as thin looked at everyone, listening to everyone’s emotions and sadness, chewing the true feelings of every individual … …

 

From time to time like the dead of night, when the lamp in the soft bottom, laying out the paper pick up a pen. Written vision for the future; write the sentiment of life; write to the friend’s thoughts … …

 

Kind of like the letter sent to wait for the feeling – excitement, hope, but it is full of happiness … … every moment of receipt of the letter is my happiest moment of joy.

 

Today, telephone, SMS, QQ, E-mail, MSN and other high-tech means of communication has long been replaced by a letter, but the people writing are slowly being forgotten. But I still miss the days of writing.

 

The letter has come, a kind of looking forward; a letter days, a kind of sustenance; a letter days, a kind of consolation; a letter days, a kind of beautiful … …

 

(C) oldies Feelings

Like those old songs. The familiar lyrics, laid-back rhythm, in the ear to talk with over the past years, those feelings have been hidden in the bottom of my heart a little wake-up time has been forgotten by those who have been reproduced again and again.

 

Favorite song, I would hear repeatedly over and over again. Let the melodious music tone, 似水 flows through me like Xin Wo. As a result, the sky will be very light, Red Dust will be very far corner of belonging to me, quietly listening to … … At that moment, I will be drunk; that moment, my heart is soft; that moment, deep inside the mind will slowly diffuse out, when the light when the concentration. Irritable heart, when put like a soothing music. The volume transferred to the smallest, deepest listening and tune the instrument of life. The sound seemed far, far into some sort of nothingness, but clearly it rang in the ears, there is a people envy and amazement of the soft.
 
Thus, heart, quiet, indifferent, this is what I want, warm feeling.
Evening stroll alone in the absence of a footpath. Burst of autumn, the leaves that piece of the sky and the wind in the air trippingly rotation, like butterflies in the fly, to fly there from here. Countless butterflies, green, yellow, green in the yellowed, Huang with a red, circled dance, then launched into fall, and finally plunging to the ground, silent. By this time, I could almost hear the sigh leisurely autumn, beautiful and melancholy; leaves falling, but also seem to sigh leisurely autumn … …
 
The ground covered with fallen leaves, on the feet, and I just could not bear to step on. That piece of the fallen leaves, like I lost something that can not be obtained, but also I’ve never been, or what not, and carefully looked at it as I turned to walk a longer distance to work, and left me only a string of laments and the sense of loss … long … In fact, I fear that things happen, especially when one person alone.
 
Readily picked up a leaf and gently praised in the palm, and makes a stare, quietly listening, silently feeling … … that is leaves hearts trembled slightly to shut our eyes … … memories, tears in their eyes dim; memories hearts in a dull pain.
 
Sometimes, if a person does not remember the how good, so would be a lot less painful, especially if you do not want to forget someone or something to bring you harm, but once owned the well-being, once to go over the landscape, has been surging tenderness … …
 
That fall, autumn is starting, but also leaves yellow leaves in the wind circled around the tree, with a trace of exasperation, and a trace of the La Ji, a trace of sadness, Didi De singing a farewell song, and the tree she had had bid farewell to beloved tree. From then on, she no longer belongs to the tree, their own. Then turn around, quietly left, drifting into the distance, the distance is not the end of the road.
 
That autumn, fallen leaves, bears the piece of the feeling of anxiety; breeze, the floated into slightest desolate; autumn, dripping into the faint Qinglei … …
That fall, the heart as the autumn wind blows, hovering their minds the same as the leaves wither, buried, everything is lost in that ethereal Kiyoaki in the misty rain.
That fall, fall … … that will no longer! This fall, open the dust has long been the heart is no longer alone.
This fall, let go to enjoy Piaowu heart along with fallen leaves, free flight.
This fall, eager to look forward to … …
Men always say women are volatile, and women feel women are volatile, more confused myself a lot of women themselves in the end is what kind of person, but it is the emotional part of what type of it? Here, there is a love to use color to determine their own type of method, we can control with their own look at yo:

   White: pure white and pure, all the dirty white above, are no Duntao. Like the white girls simple and kind-hearted personality, but the treatment has a relatively high expectations of love is a love supreme love perfectionism. Case of white men lovers will feel happy again difficult, because she not only loved his personality makes him confused, how to make love inside her to get more of the spirit of the meet, fall in love with a white lover is the man most worthy of consideration.

   Red: Red and white has a similar to the Classic Ugg Boots Department, all justice, but a positive representative. Red girl frank and warm, a more direct treatment of love and positive and more fight for the initiative in love, they like strong men, but more like a strong man bowed under their own Dan Liuqun feeling, because in her view of love to much more interesting. The face of the red lovers, a man must be playing more to talk about the spirit of a great love.

   Yellow: ming flash eye color. Preference for yellow girls must also have such a character. Yellow lovers fall in love with a man will feel relaxed, because that girl is more frank, there are things will not hold back in their heart, openly say it, do not silence to punish each other, for men is also a happy thing.

   Blue: Do you like blue, girls personality is relatively mobile and, both the firm and stubborn side, but also has a soft side blurred. In any case, like the blue man’s ideal lover is a spouse, because she is more calm, passionate personality and Xianshu would be a lovely wife.

    Purple: color representative of the romantic and elegant. Like the purple hearts yearning for mature woman noble temperament, but also willing to own in front of the opposite sex, and maternal side of the mysterious, often a man will always obsessive purple lovers, because on them, a man from the woman will feel more understanding and good communication, after all, mature and elegant woman does not like playing a child temperament.

    Brown: Do you like brown woman to the cautious, to seek anything foolproof. Select the opposite sex when you are higher, and because they do not allow mistakes, brown lovers usually after the first rational and emotional, men want their love, must have had them for you first set up checkpoints Caixing!

    Black: Black on behalf of sexy, but also be safe. Like the black woman yearning for a sense of security love and sex life while a relatively high demand, in the co-ordination with the opposite sex will be more co-ordination. Black lovers can give a man more passion and satisfaction, access to men of all ages, especially the physical favor, uggs Classic which is only logical that  !

   Study of women who love the color help ugg boots to understand each person’s personality, of course, not absolutely everything, things will be the exception, but no matter what method a woman able to understand themselves, is to obtain the key to a perfect love.

stay up all night

Tuesday, December 29th, 2009

For me, a very special day. A special trip to this life, or even next life will not be forgotten … …

    Two years ago today, I came to the Xichang. From his own life came out and into a man’s life.

    Today, just rest, do not go to work. Looking out sunny, then a dazzling, dazzling. I bought food, listening to music, read diaries, waiting to put the necessary fuel; bathroom, there are a pile of dirty clothes waiting to wash … …

    This is the present life. Two years ago, the days seem to have gone very far very far, every time, we must use memory to remember … …

    Two years of your time and very long, because we have a 7-month-old child; two years of your time and is actually very short, short to the landing on the Akira passed; Believe me, in this common life We also cherish what does? ?

    Two years of your time and I gradually got used to numb … …

    For two years, two full years, and I very much know that we still love each other Mody? We still love each other Mody? ? ?

    … …

    However, I dare not ask, or even, dare not think about it, I was afraid he would hurt himself;

    I remember I was a woman too much love fantasy, I love fantasy too sweet, I look forward to a happy forever … …

    However, life is so boring; my own mediocrity of Bahrain to get many, many … …

    After marriage a woman will often evolved into nanny.

    Live a long time, I do not know what you want, what was the … …

    Yi Shu was right, “a woman the best years, is nothing but the past few years and then have to win their hearts and to support nature, make greater man, household childcare, the ideal time and energy all had to sacrifice.” … …

    But when I saw this sentence when the household has already begun child-rearing. To enter a 24-year-old threshold, and I have always thought that after a 23-year-old, I am no longer young; but … …

    Dreams do not know when it has become cold, and do not know since when, I used to forget the dream, forget their own life, perhaps, it can hardly be called life, because every day I have less of numbness, the same as the top track at the time the last round of another one to spin … …

    Perhaps, love, really do not have we thought so important. There are many, it has even dispensable. We live, breathe, life is full of life … …

    Perhaps, some day, my heart will be relieved
Who is with love sake of love? ? ? Perhaps, in this world, we are all made for the love of all love. Love a person is not wrong, if we really love is wrong, that’s because the earth does not have ugg boots sale a complete love. . . But, really, really do not lose heart, loved, loved the
    
I would also like to say that this world, only be described as full of love, that is, the feelings of maternal love for a pure, I Bashansheshui from their homes; young then and I love be so brave fearless is no turning back! Perhaps the young in my mind is too simplistic a view; maybe it is not sensible for me is just too selfish, bitter 53-year-old mother, my ah, my mother in order to take care of me, across more than 3000 road trip, the voyage from their homes came to Sichuan Xichang, a lifetime that she had never heard live before a small town know that I am pregnant that day, my mother has been worried about me because I was very far away from the home life of Sichuan. To listen to her sister, said her mother worked I “married” so far away and tears more than once, I know, my mother worried about me, and in her heart, I still was a child.

    From small to big, my mother has always looked after us in every possible way. But who knows, just graduated from university more than a year, I was seeking to lay down their hard-work, for a man, to a feeling of innocence and rushed to the distance
    
I thought I could be free-wheeling exchange for “youth no regrets”; I think, Just do it, they will not leave regrets
    
However, I feel like I really made a mistake
    
Twinkling of an eye, the child was born, I have escalated into a girl by her mother. But I still was a naive young mother incompetent. My mother has always been one to bear the burden of caring for the baby to take care of my task
    
My heart sorry, but I can kind of how it is six years have passed, the child six months of age before. I have a mother living with more than eight months, and I know that my mother always remembered the home, but, for us, but are willing to suffer himself.
     
Mom always wanted, I have a job, not to drag their children to live and … … take advantage of young, some money, in this world, money is how important things ah!
    
I finally have a job, not hard, working hours can be long, and wages are low, just enough I throw a person to eat. To work six days a week, 12 hours a day. Finally his work, unfortunately, a daily morning to evening, with less time to spend with his family.
    
He was this loss, in my life, there is no best of both worlds are destined to do
    
Living together with her mother the day is undoubtedly happy. However, a lot of melancholy to my heart with the backlog, I have lost one to experience happiness, to enjoy simple pleasures of the heart
    
Belong to my life, has a lot of depression and stress
    
The thought of a minor, is still studying in sixth-grade brother, I cried for their own selfish!

    Mom come live with us, and father of a person is busy at home, where busy morning to night, the really good hard work!

 

    I remember still a student, I often think, waiting for me like a graduation, you can earn money to alleviate the heavy burden on the shoulders of their parents!

    However, the fact is not true. Less than one year after graduating, I became another person.

    Even I myself feel sad! In fact, I really should not be the case!

    Now think about it, then how naive my ah!

    I can in order to love, forget their own, but, how can you ignore my parents? Start to finish, they are with me take care of me, it hurt my life I love my people, ah!
     
The world’s most miserable people, perhaps because of selfish people, one day, we will provide our selfish and deeply self-reproach!
    
I always care about is that I love that person, whether he also loved me; I have always ignored my mother’s simple, sincere, deep love of bone marrow 
 
know that a person’s life, how can how much regret anything and wrong?
    
Really good hope, one day, can return to his home to work and life, and loved ones of people away from their loved ones, should not be too distant, perhaps, this dream is really very simple, but how to achieve Mody
This kind of alive, why do they do? ? ? I really do not know
   
I dream of my own lost;

   I have lost a person’s love again;
   
Belong to my life, it seems always so in a complete mess,

   I have lost in their own life, endless confusion
   
Missed, they missed forever, and live in an almost indifferent to the “now” Lane; laughter has become a past tense, the total memory in my mind a round of the playback
   
Life, always so disappointing … of  abandon the “now”, to find a truly belongs to the “future
   
Seems to shape a life, people may feel only despair
   
Really do not know how many to go through injuries and suffering to the race of life hard
   
I take my youth to do a bargaining chip, ugg boots I will get my pure love to do a bargaining chip, I will get my health to do chips, the next only to a bet, see if you can win the happiness, may seem, I bet lost
   
All my losers, but also can not win a sincere love of a
   
Do not Shuo Ai, love is illusory thing! I know that he loves most people are not me, I know that this earth is not cold and indifferent love
   
Your indifference hurt me, hurt my heart
   
Dear, can Hold me? ? … … Can I no longer feel alone and lonely? ? ?
 
   
I think the days of companionship with each other, life would be another kind of abundance, but, do you love me enough sinking heart, stripped of one burning passion for your cold, tingling, my heart
   
Many people have told me that life has always been plain. Can I have an almost mediocre life feel almost mad!
   
I am still alive, may be sinking, the young red-hot heart, do not know when to die … …
 
   
This life without love, this life has some regrets!
    
真的 好想, in the boredom of life to find a detached, or will they escape
If, we can love a little deeper, multi-good!

Days, perhaps still the same days, but the mood is not the same feeling … …

Good to hear you say that you love me! But you never told me that you love me. I am willing to do so dead set on one for the love of a small woman, it’s no turning back, you know love you, I love it very brave Mody?
 
Always feel that you to me, is so indifferent. Tepid is also a cold. You know what? Never thought that one day, you will cold-shouldered me, and, this day has come is so fast.

Perhaps, from beginning to end, you have not loved me. Love, but my young life in an illusion.
 
Take My Love most beautiful, to accompany you, you made me alone lonely. The mind is empty, that, I know that love is empty.

  To work 12 hours a day, really tired. I think, tired, I will then not think about what is love and not love. Because we all do get along to live … …

However, the empty heart, or it’s care. We care about each other is not enough love, but also care about you so a little bit of love me?

Because, I really do not feel
Boiled water for days, people boring. I am not a trace of taste different kind of taste. For life, I was so enthusiastic, but my life is not a trace of passion
  
You say, love and not love it, live the same way, so make do with such a manner.

   Now, you do not care, I still care about what?

   Know? How much I desire in my life, full of love, of passion, there are dreams, there is hope … …

   I want exciting, I am afraid of plain … …

   Too dull day, with the tomb where he was lying and what difference do they sleep?
Think about it, chic that do not love, and on the release. However, I have whirlpool of life and emotions can not be detached. So, not destined to fly, humble, such as dust, low to the ground … …

 

Never know, my love, makes me so tired … … if I can do just to pay, without asking for anything less would probably have a lot of trouble. However, I can not do, I need love, I look forward to love! Moreover, it is so warm!

Life only once, therefore, in this life I just want a good way to burn himself. Think that I have always believed that life is hot.
 
Really, do not want in my own way to ask you. Each person’s life, has a different way.

But, I really 好想 know that if we love each other then that, living what happens? Today is the co-operation in the Yongxing Mobile Office to work 10th days. All mobile business is mainly handled the cash register. Or internship period, the business is not very familiar with.
Do not know when, the memory is already greater than it once was … … a little bit can not forgive himself.
A drag on intelligence, that is a sign of aging Mody? 24 years of age, they begin to degradation of the Yao
Think about it, maintaining the previous share of self-confidence, has been maintained to a long
7:25 every morning to get up, then eat the morning, walking to work. Finally know what is called walking hurriedly; 20:30 from work, walking home, when the only feeling that tired
Really tired – I think that they will have a good spirit, good physical, unfortunately
From start to finish, I have been nothing of the poor, whether spiritual or material.

Go to work most of the time, is not busy. Listening to music, without any feeling of inexplicable numbness
Looked at the crowd come and go, like a Qingyun, gently drifting away in distant places, the sky did not leave any traces of … … in my heart, the sky has always been very much the net is net
In the confused and helpless when I just want to look for the slightest consolation, let me have a good strength to carry on properly
Unfortunately, I can not find. . . Could not find a reason for self-comforting.
So alive, really feeling a bit powerless. . . No longer be free smooth breathing, feeling how repressed!
 
I have depression, you know? ? ? I have depression, and you still care about Yao?
This world, who else – would care about my feelings?
My happiness in someone else’s eyes, how insignificant things
Own text, can only hurt your heart forever secret differences between men and women not only given rise to a spark of love, but also lead to gender war. So, do not always pay attention to their own way to ask for.

    Tip two men used to worship, women used to love to. The needs of men and women is not the same, men need to trust, praise, encouragement, women need to care about, understanding and respect. Sense of accomplishment, satisfaction is very important to men, which gave him the feeling that he is a man. Women Remember: devote yourself, but do not give up self.

    Tip three is not right or wrong gender feelings, family and marriage do not need a judge. In the relations between the sexes, who had a lifetime of struggle right and wrong, who is the eternal loser

    Tip 4 with the acceptance and inclusion instead of carving and transformation of gender relations will be happy. Do not always think to transform your other half, each person has their own dignity and confidence, more tolerance, a little more harmony.

    Tip 5 face of pressure from men need a cave, women need to talk. So, with the problems and pressures of men and women to give him enough space to rest, to recuperate, to consider the response to his own “cave” and let him a quiet man, do not disturb him. A woman is a problem, low spirits, men need to do is learn to listen, you do not need to do, you just quietly listening to her tell, listening to her crying, looked at her breaks through his tears, things will be solved.

    Well-being are the same, unfortunately, is different. Each siege inside the story unfolding, are very different. Every time hurt, women think of a divorce, but women have not paid attention to in life, what is eaten in the end of your marriage then?

1, with makeup to sleep: some women, particularly young women are not up remover before going to bed. Residue on the skin cosmetics blocked pores, resulting in sweat gland disorder, not only likely to cause acne, but also a long time will damage the skin so that it accelerated aging.

2, with a bra to sleep: bra is protective against breast, but will move to the disease, Dai Xiongzhao sleep. In particular, induced mammary tumors. According to experts, found that more than 17 hours a day Daixiong Zhao girls in danger of suffering from breast cancer than those who short Daixiong Zhao Dai Xiongzhao or not more than 20 times higher. This is because the time pressure on the breast, lymphatic flow blocked, the results of harmful substances remaining breast.

3, with accessories to sleep: some women did not sleep habits Quick tips for accessories, this is very dangerous. First, a number of ornaments of metal, long-term wear and tear on the skin, unwittingly give rise to absorption as well as accumulation of chronic poisoning (such as aluminum poisoning, etc.); secondly, the role of some accessories will produce luminous radium radiation, although the amount of weak but a long period of accumulation can lead to adverse consequences; the three, with accessories will hinder the body’s sleep cycle, adverse metabolism, this is jewelry with a partial reason for aging skin easily.

4 Weizui sleep: With the lifestyle changes, and now young women, the nightlife is more abundant, especially some of the entertainment career women are more often accompanied by Weizui sleep. According to medical research shows that drinking alcohol before going to bed to fall asleep easily occur after asphyxia, generally about 2 times per night, each asphyxiation about 10 minutes. A long time so, people tend to suffer from diseases such as heart disease and high blood pressure.

5, before going to bed angry: angry before going to bed angry and lead people to speed up the heartbeat, shortness of breath, a myriad of thoughts it difficult to sleep.

6, bedtime meal: bedtime overeat, gastrointestinal have to speed up digestion, stomach full of food will continue to stimulate the brain. Brain excitement, people can not safely go to sleep, as the Chinese say, “no stomach and, while lying anxiety.”

7, bedtime tea: Tea contains caffeine and other substances that stimulate the central nervous system and stimulating. Bedtime tea, especially tea, but also can lead people to fall asleep easily.

8, strenuous exercise before going to bed: intense activity of brain cells will show excited state of such excitement in a short time will not calm down, people can not quickly fall asleep. So, before going to bed should keep the body calm.

9, pillows are too high: From the physical point of view, the pillow at 8 ~ 12 cm is appropriate. The pillow is too low, easy to lead to “stiff neck”, or because the blood into the brain too much, resulting in mind the next day made up, eyelid edema; pillow can affect airway smooth, easy to snoring, but also a long-term high pillow, easy-neck discomfort or hump.

10, pillow set sleep: sleep when the hands under the pillow in the head, in addition to affect the blood circulation, causing numbness in upper limb pain, but also easy to make intra-abdominal pressure increases the passage of time will lead to “reflux esophagitis.”

11, hooded sleeping: Due to cold weather, many people fear that the head cold, likes to sleep with the quilt hooded head did not know that hooding and sleep, to be masked to sleep easily cause difficulty in breathing, with a blanket of carbon dioxide concentration and oxygen concentration falling for a long time inhaling moist air, the brain is lethal. A long time, and can lead to hypoxia, resulting from sleeping properly, easy to nightmares. Peter will be felt after the dizziness, fatigue, apathetic.

12, mouth breathing: silent night lying is the best way to maintain their strength, while the mouth breathing will not only inhale the dust, and easily so that the trachea, lungs, and ribs were cold stimulation.

13, facing the wind sleep: during sleep the body’s ability to adapt to environmental change reduced sleep facing the wind, easy cold sick. Therefore, the sleeping areas should avoid the draft, beds away from windows, doors to maintain a certain distance.

14, sitting, sleeping: Many women who work intensely and feel very tired after returning home, have enough to eat sitting on the 往沙发上一 start dozing off. The sitting will slow down the heart rate to sleep, so that vasodilation and increased cerebral anoxia, leading to dizziness, tinnitus phenomenon.

15, relative and sleep: Some family members, such as husband and wife, mother and so on, is often relative and sleep. This will lead to one side most of the other inhaled exhaled gas emissions, the lack of fresh oxygen to the brain, or lack of oxygen supply, but also could easily lead to insomnia, dreaminess, dizziness, weakness, after waking, low in spirits. As each person’s sleep habits are different, pull the quilt, kick, snoring and so on, could easily lead to quilt fall, cold cold, can disturb sleep.

16, Shoulder and sleep: Some people used to having to sleep outside shoulder exposed in the quilt did not know that winter weather is cold, cold shoulder joint vulnerable to invasion of the body, leading to local meridian qi and blood stasis joints is not easy in circulation, causing rheumatism, arthritis, joint Suanzhang pain. Also easily lead to invasion by the cold colds, runny nose, causing shortness of breath, dizziness and headache.

17, to do with electric blanket to sleep: night driving a blanket will not only make people wake up, I felt very thirsty, but also susceptible to cold. Sleep when the quilt in the ideal temperature is 33-35 ℃, relative humidity of 55% -60% in this “mini environment” under the skin of a large number of blood vessel contraction, blood flow slowed down, so that the body is fully of rest and adjustment. If the electric blanket heating time is too long, continuous high temperature inside the blanket, the skin blood vessels will expand, blood circulation to speed up, breathing becomes deeper change faster decline in the ability to resist bacteria and easy to lead to colds. Therefore, the proper use of electric blanket, in bed 10 minutes before power is switched off the power when the bedding, after preheating, as long as into the blanket when you do not feel a sudden cold on it.

18, storage of sleep: sleep the body can not be stored, in order to stay up all night before we sleep a few hours, on the human body is not much help. In fact, the human body only requires a certain quality of sleep, sleep is not only go to sleep, health is also not helpful.

19, lack of sleep: the brain is the primary way to eliminate fatigue, sleep. The long-term lack of sleep or poor quality, it will only speed up the brain cells of the recession, smart people will become very confused.

20, overdraft Sleep: Some women like to stay up all night, and even throughout the night to play. Although Ugg shoes they are supplemented feel the next day, but because of the adverse consequences caused by biological clock disorders can not be avoided, daytime sleepiness, difficulty concentrating, insomnia at night and can not sleep.

the mother’s backs

Tuesday, December 29th, 2009

Finally found some time, his smile even if false, that the nature of happiness are not, but I, why, why go to being amused? Silly!

        All the laughter, will be meaningful ugg uk Mody?

        Good wants to shut himself in a room, play ground to the wildly dancing; I want to release, not just placed my passion … nowhere …

        I can have wild dreams Mody? A dream, is not it can only be an empty word for adult fun?

        In this world, there are many things virtual, the dream is unrealistic, love is empty, even, I think I am also virtual; the only real thing is money, and I have always been so loved the money, however, When money can love me, and kind to me?

       Money, that is, a warrior. Money is most people have a sense of security, the most reassuring thing in … …

       How to pay in order to have harvested? What we should pay how much to get in return? ? ?

       We are tired, and no one never tired. . . . . .

       Broken dreams have not yet begun; to life, has already started to destroy the fragmented pieces of the … …

       Life, the what means to fight? ? ? The only thing I have only youth, but now, youth has been cast aside … … I rapidly flee the size of injury and can not fly, but unable to go to catch up to flee their youth; if we can, and a race against time, which is how happy things … …

        Really do not know Ling messy chaos that so much for what, but somehow want to say … …

        In many cases, we really know how to listen to voices of the lack of an object … …

        Perhaps the world really do not know who is who;

        Perhaps a little busy Ye Hao, or at least do not have time to go … … who will be afraid of sadness, spiritual echo of waves

        Perhaps, alive, really no need to grief; may be, after all, grief is the first song, people choking back tears, tears of light singing pieces dream of flying again Qing Wu
Is there such a day, you suddenly found that, for those who have been her husband or boyfriend Chongni a small woman, you be jealous and envious?

    Every time they met, dating, intimate move would make the girl be careful spoil the collection together, a doll and a small picture, or look at small gifts have become a happy witness. Over time, they accumulate together, become the most precious things.

    You are not starting recalled himself, and with him even when things did not leave to collections, your first date, for the first time shopping, the first kiss, the first time in a warm nest, but that did not at home every day many small things that most want to be your most valuable collection of.

    Compared to those women, you will not feel immense regrets?

    Maybe life is a reality, but every woman in the face of a happy love, will become a child, want to be a man’s favor, a small gift, can be treasured collections up carefully as if they were happy to witness.

    Only memories are not enough, memories can only be repeated in my mind, but not holding, watching, kiss it, while one can mark something, when you recall the time will not feel so lonely, but missed. At least one thing you can witness your happiness.

    So you want to own the men said, it is better, we again began to fall in love, right?

    Men will think your head out of the problem. The men, if you really love your woman, then, whether you are a passionate man, please to meet her this one request, all women want to be beloved pet with men. So whether you can spend the whole life, you will also be her life’s most lingering people.

    When you think you have regrets when the love, please tell the other side: why not, we again began to fall in love, right?
Shakespeare said: no matter how good things are lost one day. And then have forgotten the deep memory of the day. And then a loved one, but also to flee one day. America’s Dream is also re-awakening one day. The waiver will not stay. The treasure will never let go, can not be friends after breaking up, because the two sides hurt! Can not do the enemy, because the love each other too.

        2. Jimmy said: When you love me, I do not like you, when you fall in love with me, I love you, when you leave me, I fell in love with you, you go too fast, or if I can not keep up your pace, we miss the Noah’s Ark, missed the Titanic, missed all of the thrills and non-thriller, we will continue to miss. I do not know where it comes from my loneliness, but I really lonely. You can also lonely, lonely, everyone in the world, but everybody’s loneliness is ours.

         3. Liu Xinwu said: Do not count on, sparrows fly very high. Height of the sky, it was Eagle’s turf. Sparrow his place, if straightened, it will still be very happy too!

          4. Yi Shu said: the biggest mistake committed by people daily, is too polite to strangers, but people are too harsh for intimacy, to change this bad habit over, peace and harmony.

5. GJM wrote: I finally found myself a human being becomes the vision is too simple, I never think about how the mask following is a face, I always come directly to the face masks as a treat, but forget the smiling faces are often under the mask a face with tears ..

6. Liu Xinwu wrote: I’m sorry is a sincere, it does not matter is a kind of grace. If you have paid in good faith,ugg boots uk  but without grace, it can only show each other’s ignorance and vulgarity!

7. Han Han said: No matter how tired no matter how tough he is on when the 250 is hard to re-insurance on the skin face when he was two.

8. Baby Anne said: When a woman looking at the sky, she did not want to what to look for. She was just lonely.

9. Met the ordinary, said: fate, like a book. The fairy tale turned inadvertently miss read too carefully dry the tears will flow.

10. Zhang Xiaoxian said: love, has always been a 100 turn things back to 1000. Had not been abandoned, have not been hurt, how know how to love?

11. Yi Shu said: No matter how kind, a person could be forgiven for not always fall on some pretext, and the more there is no love, the more to love herself.

12. Liu Xinwu, said: Rather than to please others, it is better to arm themselves; and their escape from the reality of life than laughter; with 听风 listen to the rain, it is better to attack with head held high!

13. Eileen Chang wrote: marry the red roses, over time, red roses on the wall becomes a touch of mosquito blood, White Rose or “Moonlight before”; married white roses, white rose is the clothes on a rice sediment, red or heart, of a cinnabar mole.

14. San Mao wrote: A friend of mine well, two friends, the more the point that it would have three friends too much. Aficionados, and to have an already good, and do not have much, if it is not, also has its own, well cared for themselves, get along with ourselves, but also a friend …

15. Snow Small Zen said: I thought that one day, I would completely love to forget, will you forget, but suddenly one day, I heard a Jiu Ge, my tears down, because this song with us heard.

16. Guo Ao, said: We always smile at the practice, and finally become a people who did not dare cry.

17. San Mao said: Do not be afraid refused to others, if they for legitimate reasons. When a person is opening the request, he’s not ready mind two answers. So, give him the answer to any one of them, are expected to.

18. Tsz-color XQ, said: man crying because he really loved ~ a woman cry, because she really had to give up ~.

19. Xuan Yi said: the ability to tell the wronged, it can not be wronged; be able to take away the love, it can not love.

20. Eileen Chang wrote: Love had not complicated, three words come and go, however, not I love you, I hate you, is to forget it, how are you, sorry.

21. Ma wrote: Think about 1000 road at night wake in the morning to go same route.

22. Raoxue Man said: The world has deceived me, and I have to give back, I will not let go of any little bit part of my happiness, even if the price is from this fall into hell, and I balk.

23. Guo Ao, said: Each one’s lifetime, a person’s heart will always hidden, perhaps this person will never know, however, this person can always be replaced by whom. And that person is like a never healing scars, no matter at what time, just have to be raised, or gently touched, it will dull.

24. Zhangxiao Xian, said: If you can not forget him, do not forget the better. Really forget that it was no effort.

25. Eileen Chang wrote: Because loved, so compassionate; because to understand, so tolerant.
 
The child returned to her family of. I continued on with my class seems to have used this morning to evening every day life … …

       In a few days (September 17), is a light snow over a year old birthday. However, she was living in very remote from my hometown … …

       Then a small child, so lovely a child, and yet so poor a child … …

      My child, how you call the mother to do? A child, my mother really hard-hearted, right?

      Need money to eat, life needs money … … Perhaps, I am really selfish;

      Previously, the dead of night, I will be homesick, like mother; Now, whenever the time night fell, I would like daughter … …

           Child, mother thought you innocent smile on his face was pained cry … …

      Always thought that he is very strong, always thought that they can not care about anything, but … … However, I was so so to care! !

      Whenever I see another baby in the mother holding the hands of time, my heart would bursts to hurt my children? How can you not in my arms?

      My child, you have to carry on in his hometown, obediently, and know? In a few months, my mother will pick you to go home, and I want to stay with my baby, I’ll live with my baby
Childhood appears to ear, echoed the song, how many children are still singing the classic song, “childhood”, but the time has passed more than 20 spring and autumn;

   I found my mother singing children’s songs slowly old, and I no longer young;

   Years Yeah, you have destroyed so many beautiful appearance? Time, ah, you take away the number of moving youth? We have young, we have youth, we have young, just that one day we will grow old … …

    Distant singing away, still moving then the chord once SLIDE youth dance still fly in the beautiful turn – people have changed;

    A lot of laughter, deep in the depths of memory Yan Mai
    
The what? Come to pay homage to our best period of youth and the best of Our Time?

    Think of those distant days, feeling very depressed;
     
Remember, yesterday’s yesterday, I was a child, my mother’s arms laughing so innocence; But today, I also became a mother, my children or my mother’s arms laughing so naive non – evil, only mother she became the child’s grandmother, once the young mother, is now coming from the White Fabin
     
After we lost before we know remorse and hate do not know the original value; if life can be a few more reincarnation, perhaps, I will not be resentment; if life can start over, then I would have much less of regret;

     Not sure who can grasp the present and the future, a sizeable!
     
None of us could not be retrieved once, perhaps, we can really grasp the future;

     Just that, life is short, how much we actually can have a future? ?
     
Youth is limited, our best days were given to whom?

     Loneliness, our best days are used to accompany Who?
     
Real life, Just how long? Have a dream of years, we do not know how to treasure after the loss of our dreams have Cheap ugg boots become a soulless puppet, who can understand why this life, so decadent?
     
Looked at the mother’s backs, I seem to see their own future, to grow old like

painted on the desire

Tuesday, December 29th, 2009

As long as the hearts of people to make a decision, will be on the previous view has changed dramatically once thought it was good some of the options, now think of it all feel very naive. Perhaps uggs ireland only really experienced only after that select is right. I have said before. life of the most important thing is not successful, but the choice of life is the choice of continuing to spend. No matter how kind of life choice. In fact, most of the right heart are the horizontal choice. how to choose the path, you chose what kind of life.
  
In fact, I do not want to always write some mundane topic, these principles we know everything, but it can truly be another very free and easy, few, everyone does not have such kind of trouble, it depends on each person how to deal with to adjust the.

  Before I have always loved one’s complaining, and I have previously written in the log were mostly sad, and I do not know how I so love to write some sad things, and perhaps a happy moment for me, will soon be able to forget, But not a happy moment, I wanted to record. I think this is my kind of immature performance. may also be a form of release, I was too sentimental, and always put the things that are not very serious to very pessimistic, very bad. In fact, this is a self-toss. so I have been set into its own siege were established, so that hurt himself and hurt around them care about their people.

  So I do not want to be sad, do not want to be sad, since the choice of what kind of road, on the brave go on, do not hover, do not hesitate, and then how to say those are my heart the most realistic option.

  To rely on this I do not rely on that. Really do not want to seize an individual, each person has different habits and circumstances. We rely on only self. Really grasp only to his chest. Only prepare themselves , and all are also natural to come. this is my or mine. not mine and I insist not to come. all go with the flow of.

Whether we should pretend that slow, or have to deny knows, no two people’s love is very fortunate cognitive bitter, two people no matter what the efforts have always been difficult to come to the end, I have my life, you have your arrangements, in this fixed space, we do not interfere with their right to live with each other, I can not afford to dream of in your world can get what you agree with my presence, my greatest hope is that you can care about a little bit you can, you will be to understand this?

If one day I hope you reach out and took me to escape from this dull world, you will make a decisive This will make you lose all the decision? Here I expect of all in order for their own can have enough courage to walk this bridge. In the world of love does not make sense to say that any of the roads are paved by the body encountered this life you are my greatest happiness, if we are for their own efforts, then we are our own lies in order to complete meaning, and occasionally there is a coincidence could inadvertently make things into unexpected results, regardless of whether the end has revealed the love of your life, whether the full right, this is the reality, vaguely remember that there have been a aspirations, but has now been completely forgotten that shortly after the young under the promise at the end of the rest in reality, what is the real weapon allows you to weave in their own lies entirely inside the sober, do not think they can deceive themselves, Whether you own a hidden good, at the end of the most injured or yourself, the truth will eventually unspeakable tragedy. This is your truth is not always the case in the outbreak, in order to end the carnival, to the end.

Perfect, or the curtain?

It has always been if I intend to do love you, you is not the intention has always been silence?

Is there any way you let me, are you have been saying, doing, you heard me said? I mean seriously do you do?

You know your feelings I do? Since you know why should have been the escape?

What can I do, I do not want to consider these things, you can not force me, go on like this, then I really do not know how right you are, and I felt very contradictory.

Then I was no chance it?

No, if you think so, then this can also say that.

However, you knows I love you deeper and deeper, if you again so I am afraid I will be unable to control their feelings, I am afraid to end up with their own feelings to you to hurt you.

I have never considered these things.

But I have done so much why do not you respond? I have done so much to what you do not know?

I do not need to know that your life is yours, my life have my own arrangements, I do not need to know why you are doing, I do not want to know, know, the more trouble the more are expected to think they would like to not understand something not as good as shelved.

This is your right my attitude?

Can you grow a little, can put ourselves do for someone else think?

How do I do not think for others, and I care about everything from the outset, your feelings, you happy I happy, you’re not happy I will be trying to make you happy, but also make you think this is not me to do.

That is because all you’ve done, you will never, never thought he would do things other people what kind of injury, the last thing you always mention now, do you think if this situation continues there will be results?

Even if no results can be either natural, I would like to persevere, I understand that, in some things you win on any errors, since I would like to carry on to take me afraid to lose what I have for you still.

Are you planning for this has been the insistence on the go?

Yes, I said long ago, whether you’re right I am a what kind of attitude, I will stick to numb, I am afraid I will gain the final victory, no matter how much the price, I still believe it is worth it.

Why you can not take another angle to think, when I here, you can not quickly available, why not change a direction, to find a new path, perhaps you can reap the unintended consequences.

Have you ever heard of love where there is no reason, my love for you has never been unreasonable amount of stress.

To ask you a question, you in the end like me?

You what I like, as long as you, I like your everything.

Do you think that you can go on what? If this continues you will do no good to me, the people around us no good, okay? Can you sober? Down completely rational.

Of these is still far off for us now Love has ugg ireland been in our hands, why can not effort to accept it? The reality of our love there may be obstacles, but at this stage where we are fully committed to resolve all the problems.

But right now we do not have the ability to withstand the pressure of reality, you do have the ability to bear? I do not want to think about these things, now I really do not mind to consider these things, why do you always force me?

I repeat again, I really do not have any forced what you mean.
When listening to music when they find that they can be more emotional thoughts always seemed to wander along with notes on the thousands of miles away, shuttle, such as flow years;

   Quietly sat silent in the face of vent, eyes always seem to lie poor, lonely, lonely eyes yes; helpless, their eyes are filled where the desire for care, compared with the delight in the human face

Sound laughter in his eyes, like a gentleman to maintain its personality;
   
Fascination with sadness, just as Faye Wong’s love and pain on the edge; Some say that loneliness is addictive, when wearing a headset, with the music one night a month to spend an unhappy time, they seem to prove again and again with this statement, Little do they know music, do they not their most intimate friends. . .

   Tired; do not know when I learned to hide, things will be excited about experiencing happy to say out; be unhappy every time, but habitual hiding chose silence, singing a person’s monologue. As a result, the total will be handed over to the music itself;

   Closed the door, up the curtains, sit by the bed on the floor, still listening to music, then the pain of the real, look at it thoroughly, will the wounds of the torn one by one, lost himself in feeling pain, but also enjoying the release of pleasure. . .

   Hand phone, seems to have been looking forward to seeing the information prompted the blue lights; looked at address book, it seems that also want to give their hearts friends hair newsletter;

    However. . . ‘Silently quietly, perhaps very worth it, I’m still waiting for somewhere, maybe this is also a happy eligibility

       No one can understand you like the music, so there is no distance, no conditions, no restrictions at all times to accompany you, you can have no concerns about the release of all.

     Dream of doing too much”doomed sadness, even in the sadness of finding sustenance”. . .

     Night, people, more and more real; not in front of the hypocrisy, they need to face the inner torment, and music companion, night, people, is also increasingly clear-headed.

      Walking in the dark on the road, the wind kissing, notes wanton dancing, revelers, moonlight basking lonely, always feel something missing. . .

     It is said that when the smoke Fall in love with the lip when nicotine is not addictive, but addictive lonely; that when sad Fall in love with music?

When listening to music when they find that they can be more emotional thoughts always seemed to wander along with notes on the thousands of miles away, shuttle, such as flow years;

   Quietly sat silent in the face of vent, eyes always seem to lie poor, lonely, lonely eyes yes; helpless, their eyes are filled where the desire for care, compared with the delight in the human face

Sound laughter in his eyes, like a gentleman to maintain its personality;
   
Fascination with sadness, just as Faye Wong’s love and pain on the edge; Some say that loneliness is addictive, when wearing a headset, with the music one night a month to spend an unhappy time, they seem to prove again and again with this statement, Little do they know music, do they not their most intimate friends. . .

   Tired; do not know when I learned to hide, things will be excited about experiencing happy to say out; be unhappy every time, but habitual hiding chose silence, singing a person’s monologue. As a result, the total will be handed over to the music itself;

   Closed the door, up the curtains, sit by the bed on the floor, still listening to music, then the pain of the real, look at it thoroughly, will the wounds of the torn one by one, lost himself in feeling pain, but also enjoying the release of pleasure. . .

   Hand phone, seems to have been looking forward to seeing the information prompted the blue lights; looked at address book, it seems that also want to give their hearts friends hair newsletter;

    However. . . ‘Silently quietly, perhaps very worth it, I’m still waiting for somewhere, maybe this is also a happy eligibility

       No one can understand you like the music, so there is no distance, no conditions, no restrictions at all times to accompany you, you can have no concerns about the release of all.

     Dream of doing too much”doomed sadness, even in the sadness of finding sustenance”. . .

     Night, people, more and more real; not in front of the hypocrisy, they need to face the inner torment, and music companion, night, people, is also increasingly clear-headed.

      Walking in the dark on the road, the wind kissing, notes wanton dancing, revelers, moonlight basking in lonely, always feel what it was that when the smoke Fall in love with the lip when nicotine is not addictive, but addictive loneliness; that when sad Fall in love with music? Everything came so fast, then suddenly I do not know how your mind to think? Which do not like me, there is the slightest of sentimentally attached to and concerned about? Know what you do in order to break up has been brewing for days, in the struggle and the reason you finally choose to give up next, this might be for you is the best relief bar!
   
The night was deep, after thinking for a long time, love you will not let your pain, I do not want you think I am the burden of your life, I’ll leave you the best memories of all, this is a secret you and me forever, I am can be wronged myself not to disturb you, I think you can remember your days in silence. I can go to places where you and I met waiting for you.
   
When you see the inside of your SMS, we will still be the best best friend, my good sad, sorry for her, once two people who love each other, one party to break off, the other suffering is affirmed. However, no matter how painful, breaking up, we all do and love you have and if you love to say ruthless. You have a good think about it, this world can hurt your people, must be the person you love; make you hurt people, must be love you people. Otherwise, how can he have the opportunity to scars carved in your mind? How she qualified to let you Love me, floating and sinking?
  
Everyone knows that love is always easy to get along too difficult. Live a long time, will naturally be attributed to flat flames passion. The love and plain, has always been a twin births. As a result, the two had taken place between those who love sad story, and not surprising.
Love, had a very pleasant thing, and now has been inflicted the most sad thing, do you think only one side of the responsibility? The original hand, what a well-being. Now propose to break up, what a painful thing. Heaven for everyone, have ready a one-way ticket to hell. The key is, do not regard themselves as angels, otherwise, there always has been broken wings of pain.
   
Do not trust pop-ri “My heart is only you the best understanding”, that is a lie, are self-deception lie, love! Is difficult to distinguish right and wrong, if you are wise to distinguish, and it should learn to forget the wrong. Forget! Is a kind of spiritual metabolism, in fact, I know know that not all of the feelings, can lingering; not all met, can peer; not all of the love, can long Sishou; lover can go, but the , a former walk with or without affection. Turn the face of love, sincere authentic out “all the way take care.” ! In fact, paid, in the bottom of my heart want to have a return. The people are the meat long, there is this thought is not shameful. Like some people, and my heart obviously love, but insist that the mouth hate, hate this time is like wiping the surface layer of butter in love is to hide the truth. Otherwise, love the fire was put out, and the pain will not burn. However, do not let the pain burn the brain, not to break up when you do stupid or do stupid men and women, in particular, do not let the other party for the then choose to leave you feeling extremely lucky.
Wounds, love notes, which documented many of the content requires you to use a lifetime to forget. Can be accompanied by a lifetime Is not worth the treasure do? Suffering is an important asset in life, do not easily trampled on; have loved your people and your affinity for a certain past life, do not verbal abuse. If he is really a negative to you this life, it is because you have pre-existence of negative her, Red Dust reincarnation, no need to fuss about.
   
I always thought was the perfect love is very simple to see on TV that touching love story, they will moved to tears, but when things once again in their own lives Shique tears! The original life is not arbitrary, and just because I have a lot to ask and I look forward to, I have the desire, all driven by my thoughts and soul, when I want to achieve my ambition of all, you have to achieve in the forthcoming painted on the desire for a permanent full stop.
   
Is that you destroyed all my hope, you are discarded all my everything on the way how can I continue to go from here? To each day Jiangyanhuanxiao, camouflage themselves in their own lives to lead a good, easier said than done! Life hone the people’s will, to create a human thoughts to be both ways, life will continue, carrying them full of moral,ugg boots ireland  ethical thinking slowly  Tired, tired.
    
However, no matter how great heartache, no matter how heartbroken

that quite good

Tuesday, December 29th, 2009

None of us who will not be turning back people, we just passing each other on the journey.

Met, and eventually left, sad in the little bit of spread, hated the encounter, because only the scars of encounters. Initially refused to meet with every no.
Network and who have forgotten who the real? Quiet soul hidden in the network and try to silence, and text relative to a half, I text with my handwriting, so to express their feelings, or hi, or sad in the network space silently beating.
Has always been a quiet space, silent heart, but because I do not know, or straying into the entry of a person who deliberately broke the tranquility of its original. Passing through a person’s sentence and a sentence rumors warm greetings to all the truth I moved. I also gradually through someone else’s space and stay in someone else’s words, and then, and they pass by.
It turned out that people pass by moments can also be moved, could be so beautiful.
Network and the reality that there are also pass by the moment, played out every day together and parting.
Meet beautiful, in fact, not parting must be very hurt.
Pass by to bless each one of the most soulful, lightweight smile, make people more peace of mind to leave off their own lives. Memories there will be no less regret.
Hide parting, smiled and waved goodbye.
 There is no one way to change,
Only to leave early and late nike jordan shoes departure is different.
Every day new life at birth, every day, the network has a new influx, finally, I will leave, you will leave, and the rookie will continue to be a place to stay in our Taguo leave.
Leave,
Escape the fate,
No tears unless,
Unless waved with a smile,
Let our own eyes will always be happy.
 
Sleep time, still no sleep, before lying in bed reading a unique skill of hypnosis is also useless. Souls have been dead, is alive residual body. On this fall night, gingerly, still unable to take care of themselves. I never liked the wine at the moment is so eager to have wine, “why bereavement, only Doukan.” If possession of Dukang here, choking under drink I suppose there will be no worry and depression, mood sleep; only the here and now, without a sigh; Loumen locked Maizui nowhere.
    
Mood Ruo He did not know the flutter in the distance, or near, all hands should not touch, just breathe real, computers, became a different type of scenery, next door to my colleagues are like stars outside the night creatures, emotions, became the landscape of the color, overtly or covertly, or hi, or sad, are among the one studied, are among the moment. From heart, starting at the keyboard, but the last where? Wanted to ask some very deep problems, do not know who to turn to go. Wanted very thorough indulgence once, but can not find the reasons for indulgence. Want a very simple life before, but it is always so complicated fall into the abyss of their own.
    
Who can read the endless night inside a heart filled with injuries? Who guide to the direction of the dawn? Helpless, and thus facing the dark night, a few with bruises, etc. dawn. Heart Like a wind in the falling of the leaves, frustration and desolation. But the most beautiful way of flowing down, almost near the moment of death, will surrender to life. At this point Xinrusihui, because it is really no choice. Originally, I only live in their own world, has been drowned out their own stories, I think, his girlfriend, me, the detention center where the boys, we have only this complicated social difficulties crawling under the bottom of the ant at the most, sometimes only be inability to accept the fate of the arrangements. - Inscription
    
Over the past month seems to have been a farewell, a lot of things are changing, I do not know where to see, have turned their backs memories of that grape wine is experienced enough time, all the facts are bound to produce a subtle change, to reach the apex of beauty withered go after. I think everything will be in the past, and his girlfriend, me, the detention center where the boy, the pain of our wounds that we will one day become faded, forgotten.
    
Foot home, car girlfriend, crying, with immense hurt her to leave Beijing. 4 months ago she and her boyfriend broke up four years of life was relying on us, I was also at the feelings of loss and unemployment, poverty and hardship, but I can only remained silent, as a people, because we can not say. Accompanied her to return to the nest that she had packed his things in life, and then looked at her side to that side of the tears that she had loved a man for four years to write farewell letters, I just sat there quietly waiting for her, and so on She bid farewell to this has lost everything, but in my heart, and a person also intends to bid farewell to. When her out of the cell because of the person that I sent me information, which I watched with feelings of hopeless love of the people, he was always happy when I say something back, and then even the sentence I have not gone The lost audio, that is, such a hope and disappointment, a test of a person, and then finally one day is so entangled in the tired, desperate, and let go, and calm.
    
His girlfriend began to look for a job, and I can see her determination to do something, but she was barely four years into the social contact with work, so in the run into a wall again and again, after a physically and mentally exhausted, but still Jiangyanhuanxiao face near them, Like the original, like me, I always told him that it would pretend I was a person, so do not believe I am saying is he really so arrogant, but he did not know what I used to say jokingly tone of voice are is true, I do not know if he pretended not understand or really do not know. Finally, a friend introduced his girlfriend into a company to prospects, it has also been arranged by the relatives of the Comforter deeply attached to each met a Beijing boy could see that the exchanges in slowly to his girlfriend, Upper Center, and although she has never mouth to admit that. Because I felt tired, so I intend to try to accept one person, just go to his house the day I actually see the parents, full of mind is another one, and I cried in his heart his name, calling him a bastard, I let him let me be what it all again with him off it, Fan Jian’s me. Looked at his parents for the hospitality I was filled with guilt, go back to the car, I close my eyes pretending to sleep, he took off his coat to help me cover when I know, but I do not know what to say what to say, I am In the heart has been saying I’m sorry, sorry, sorry … … home when I say something you go back to snatch ran up the floor, he made up the information he knows how to do it, and that he did a poor job, I am a good girl It made me feel greatly ashamed, I think I am a bad person who would meet with retribution.
    
That night back at the sad to see his girlfriend crying, she said that the boy had just learned to get along because the young have committed something done before the jail, her parents knew of this, of course, is resolutely opposed. I advised her to think things may not be as bad, I think the boy in very good shape, people can not make mistakes, as long as is now changed on the line, they are still upset with his girlfriend. Then after some time, the end result of their parents over his daughter and attitude towards easing down, the boy is trying to do things to the boys at the chance his girlfriend also had a bet on and his own, and she just wanted to stabilize only.
    
Then that is a no problem, his girlfriend nike jordan and the boy’s feelings in the gradually deepening, I thought this would be all right to her surprise, like God deliberately make fun of those in the hardy children, the boy did not give his girlfriend the day did not call back information, his girlfriend might guess something went wrong, so that from the boy’s family learned the boy was detained because he knew where some of the fight, because fighting people who run away, because the injured person was beaten to bite out of a people come, because he just passing through, but also because he had a criminal record, so he became a scapegoat for the best, helpless girlfriend that he really is innocent, and that day she was with him all day together, but the police no matter , you say then you say you are innocent people who really fighting, but he, how can I say, come out after he and his family still have good days before? Girlfriend sad that she is not there quebracho your fate, that four years after the departure of man from her better off than before, and now after the boys and she met in jail, and this is why everything in the end? Just at this time, his girlfriend’s work was replaced by the company led by relatives, and his girlfriend unemployed, I have to admit she is really back, can you told her no and bad luck that is transported across, and some are the first bitter sweet.
    
Waiting for a few days later that the boy can not be out of his girlfriend decided to go home, and I also think that, as might be better, after all, family members may feel some warmth. To go last night, the girlfriend of the boy wrote a letter to the detention center four months ago, I looked at her side crying for four years to life while the men wrote farewell letters, four months later I looked at her side while crying to the boys at the detention center to write a farewell letter, she has been called the sister, she said: “Sister, if xx off a year I waited for her, if would not be so long, and easily find someone to marry.” I can understand the her mood, she said that perhaps there would be a comfort to transit, but my mind how

He turned to look at, I told myself this time A Farewell to struggle so I have already tired.
Beginning on the thought of such an outcome, but still giggly hope.
Present leading edge, I can not choose only the beginning of this encounter, then choose such a calm farewell bar.
Once thought can never break away from things that really let go of the hand, felt very flat, and
Original in this world really is nobody who is the sole, but just who is accustomed to whom.

Just because a person

Holding hands on the kind of thinking has always been like walking on the kind of together on that kind of thinking would no longer be separated from the like. . . Is always a happy time together over the original determination under the original promised to change things that can be forgotten, the original of all just because a person had, after all just a dream turned to a dream also woke up, why does only because All a person will become unhappy only those long wings does not matter what joy, happiness, youth. . . When we have the fears of the time is always with inexplicable fear of the loss of too fast too short to be really afraid of flying off Shique it seems that only in order to prove that our inability to wear each pair of shoes when the feet are grinding when it is discovered that the not the shoes, but of itself in the foot of the issues continue to keep the disappointment of hope will always find a proper think about the foot, but who knows it is expected to find hundreds of degrees will be robbed of their own lives will be forever Foot pain of the many sources you want to be able to want little but a smile on their own has been using the faint of mind with a faint smile so sad also becomes faint in the same stubborn since it is the same as waiting for your choice it would like walking because it is not concerned about that but look at the scenery along the scenic heart, and the people who look at the scenery accompanied

1 year

 Today is my first anniversary in Beijing, I do not know how to commemorate this day, this day last year, I dragged the box off the train into this that I have always been looking forward to place it in my heart that I come, I took my father, no less than this has been indelible memories came of military life, although he is now like a long-standing love battlefield soldier sentenced to death by his illness suddenly have to bid farewell to his gun, but I know his heart the pain and helplessness, but also with his lifetime of sadness, he just never perspective. And my mother, her life the best memories have been left here, just a few months to visit relatives has become the happiest of her life since that time, because she and her father has not been, and. Brother out of me from the train station, high-rise buildings along the way made me feel that he is indeed on the exposure in this city, I imagined that I am going to have to work and live, they are away from me so near, as if at your fingertips, but the and yet so far away, so I have some fear of loss. Before coming to Beijing, I was home and go back to Wuhan, and then went to Shanghai, and finally back to Wuhan, I do not know where to stop, I have been looking for, but I do not know in the end to what it is telling to say that I and miss home, my life is bound to be on the outside, but I do not know where is the wider world, where I spent my brother said you came to Beijing to bar! So I came in this way was that his brother into the cottage area humble house, when my heart sour, and my brother and I have left at least give us that material comfort of the home, although we end up like an audience accustomed to watching their parents from time to time as the outbreak of war. After I settled down to run around to find me jobs, I am confused by everything, but cool to know I have to feed themselves. Then I spent the next in a company, and just because I was too tired do not want to run. Soon I moved into an apartment provided by live a very quiet residential environment, well, I like to go to work every day and gradually work in the numb themselves, is no longer the past, people contact, I thought that I would a little better, but I was not sure what to himself in the end, and sometimes I can not help their own thoughts, so I resigned the previous day, the day after they moved out of my favorite district embarked on a train back to Wuhan. Out of the Hankou Railway Station, when, looking at this for three years of my life but do not want to stay this city, and I ask myself in my heart I going? So I sent messages to a friend that I go back to Wuhan, and she quickly reply, if no place to come to my opinions on this bar! I laughed, and still remains simple and straightforward to understand me, we have in the same city different school life, but we know that we used to be sufferers. I believe I know people are good, both inside and at least good. Spent a week in Wuhan, I feel I have to leave, so I right again set foot on the train north, I think this time I clear a few things. Back in Beijing and I lived with a former colleague, I started looking for work, 11 arrival, the roommates went home, I think I still had to play about 11 obtain other end, and I feel tired, So really sick, the middle of the night I feel my headache to be cracked, and I get up and go to drugs, I think my head can Kaohong Shu, but my sense is still sober at that moment I asked myself, Why should I choose to do, brother to call I said I was all right, the family calls me that quite good, I said I was good to everyone, I just said to myself, my fault. On the kind of lying more jordan shoes than a week, and then lost a lap later, he did like, I think maybe ill be a good way to lose weight. Then I found my second job, I’m not a people who understand art and art is a bit tainted relationship, where I learned a lot, I’ve met many of our colleagues, but I still not change the habit of lazy, so Sometimes I do not

loaded up your weak heart

Tuesday, December 29th, 2009

The original curved curly hair, in the barber’s hand has become straight, the wind gently blowing on the people of a more air max trainers elegant beauty.
Long hair because it is too boring, black hair and has gradually become a bit yellow, and the bifurcation of the hair is also naughty, long hair is no longer long. Only cut bifurcation of the hair, the hair can be longer. Heart has to accept defeat, but can only cut the. Barber scissors in the hands of an up-down, hair moments, such as the autumn leaves falling one after another fly, scattered in one place.
The same is true love!
When the love, whether love or unrequited love had been, their outcome is breaking up with the injury, too much will only make one nostalgic bear to’d rather die. Sprinkle vent to grief in the text, the pain buried and hidden between the lines. Sadness can not abandon the yearning for love and hope …
Love can not be stitched cracks appeared, and only forgotten, and will locate and find their true love, it will regain happiness.
Love, and infatuation over; hurt, but it will not fall; always do a good job themselves, cropped hair, fleeting thoughts the night was deep, take a look at the wall clock, the whole morning 3:28 am. My insomnia has always been rare, because at night I might have had a few glasses of greed, “Pepsi” Tonight announced the successful insomnia, feeling a bit funny.
        
Looked at the sleeping beside him, and now feels blessed. He slept very sweet, very stable, it must be a busy day and let him tired, otherwise how could even pinch his nose, I have no reaction to it all! Sometimes, I would like a child he would go to sleep played petty tricks, Chao Chao them.

        Asleep, he mouth slightly up, there seems to be doing a happy sweet dreams, people could not bear to disturb. Smile on his face looked pale, I think he must have my dream. Because his face was so happy, and he once told me that my happiness is his greatest happiness.

       In his dream did not know what we were doing it? Whether he keeps saying that it took me to the Great Wall, enjoy the magnificent country to marvel at the wisdom of the world …… or in my dreams, fairy-tale world, Disneyland, doing only part of our fairy-tale, Inside there is no prince and princess, there is no witch, there is only our sweet love, harmony 1, enjoyable ….. or, we were holding hands at the beach, grassland rush off, enjoying the fresh air of nature … … also, perhaps, no where to go, we just stay at home. You to accompany me to see soap operas, I accompany you to discuss the stock …..

        I think no matter where we do, as long as we are together, will have what we aspire, beliefs, and we will be happy. As long as we are together, nothing else around is so important, we need only to each other, as long as we are together, that is happiness.

         Time, ah, time, and you can stop not? At this point, I feel blessed, blessed, happy to let me hope that at the nike air max moment is eternal.
Perhaps the emotional world, who do not want to owe, and before when I had a premonition that this situation that we can no longer continue, I endured the heartache, but torn face if nothing had happened to say the “breaking up” in the tears did not stay to Before I turned around and ran away. I think you were good-hearted girl you 不忍心伤害 others, but this situation you have no heart, that the “breaking up” the word let me open it, so can be regarded as I have lost you, yes I betrayed you, so do not make you too self-blame and apologetic, let this all the fault of one person by my own to bear. While squatting quarters after they go back downstairs to a dark corner of let it Leiruyuxia, when I think I very much love to cry, then joy and a smile on the face of tomorrow, but then I understand that I do not fool ourselves, share of mind for your deep love for the slightest not changed, still regard you as my ** (I now have no right to call you so again), that time has been used to conceal the smile in my mind sadness, because under examination, you are sick, I can not use these sad things affect you, pain has endured as long as you be properly, pain is also very happy. You said I was stupid, I am sorry, I do not treat you the joy and feelings can be so, let me such a silly back, imagine you are still around, in the absence of completely lost before you!

     In the home did not sleep on the train, the headphones once again sounded the familiar melody, he turned the looked blankly out the window, there are beautiful mountains of water quickly back, his eyes too late to watch instantly disappeared in the line of sight, thoughts, and the ear The melody has long been oblivious unclear, misty hazy, a kind of Hunbufuti feeling! Want to go home the excitement of the heart slightly, you can go back to my warm harbor slowly healing, but I feel it is more inexplicable sense of loss, did not see you I’m afraid I will be more like you. Proved indeed is the case, at home no way your thoughts will be less inexplicable to order a song, a drama, a plot, a lens, or even a word but evoke thoughts of you from afar, with a total endemic themselves and their sense of separation. Especially when it rains, always feel that the sky is black, gray clouds, the rain was incessant, like scissors continuous line of your thoughts. Is really like you, could not resist, and on the cell phone rang with heart yearning strings Flanagan, listening to the sweet voice you are familiar with another kind of rings in the ear, but also a feeling of happiness! Know that you had at home very happy and I am glad. In the space efforts of searching for your photos, then get your own space giggly watching, thinking that our efforts to search for the little footprints of happiness! “If you want, when you have some happy, some sad and happy.”! Several times listening to some sad love songs, and sometimes unconsciously sour hear their nose, eyes moist, and then quickly shut it, looking upward, facing the gray sky … … Now that I think really want to set me back empties home is a shuttle train to pass through the light, reverse time and space, and imagine it is never the end of the senior or freshman fresh start! But all the final fantasies! As innocently, the “fantasy” with you once loved me! Fantasy, fantasy, indeed everything is fantastic … … but then the pain has come from reality, ultimately this is not an illusion! !

Even today I still foolishly, delighted in the space search with your shadow, ask your album password, to which the messages you have received … … an instant as if my heart was bitter sharp knife across, and then Tears once again become a scratch proof. Heart of it really wound, or how I will feel that it is in pain! All this … … why? Why? ? Why? ? ? - God, I owe you a Shangbei Zi, right! ! Certainly owe you, otherwise how can you make such an angel to punish me!

 Today, I completely understand, this feeling had always been his race and his own playing chess, and no one relationship, including you. Yes ah I see I’m just your life in a hurry in passing refers to the rush, like instant meteor fall, and I had a chance to make a wish, like a beautiful fireworks in the air and bloom, but only a flash in the pan completely burn my . It seems that I was just a brief look at the guest in this farce, which has become my life’s tragedy, this drama, after all my own monologue, and I play or a downright clown, live on in others The story, his tears flowing. The suspension does not hurt that no one understood, but also that no one cares! Diverse and colorful world that only I tired! - Wanjiadenghuo, more crucial to my loneliness! !

         No relationship with any person, is a group of spectators were joking in the side of the audience. Laugh at me such a clown! Smile my smile came to power, exit love crying clown! And I do not have much time to perform, they hastily exit! ! Sadly, poor, cute, can laugh … …

         Do not want to let you know I cry, sometimes I feel I am not a man, at every turn on the outflow of tears, is really a Wonang Fei. Have no reason to hate you a negative sense, I just hate my infatuation! ! Remember those we have a dialogue, if one day you to find another person who loves you how to do, I said, I would choose to let go and let you love, you asked why? I said, at least not like I betrayed you, I have not lost to you, as long as you can be happy, I can pay everything. Today this has become reality, my heart was
Cactus has a sadness about the past and the legend, once there is no cactus thorn, it always was looked down on, was arbitrary spoil, until one day, someone wants to uproot it, but was it do not know when to grow spines stabbed. This is a cactus of the armor, it was chosen to test it ignores armor on, there a scene of samurai knife Slashing cactus, cactus juice clear the green areas along the chopped shed, warriors surprised that it actually so weak, cactus tears, tingling of the warrior’s eyes, Wo Dao trembling hands, I heard “Ding Dong” falls to the ground.
I remember someone said to me: fun, you are too eager to excel, and girls do not be weak?
Suddenly, my tears flow down, “too eager to excel,” is not it? I wanted to laugh but smile, this is how prickly pain. I am a female, it was a girls grow up, I am willing to become a strong woman … Who says that everything is forced to, in the community each lesson for me is bloody.
I remember every time they are most sad and most in need of comfort, when no one accompanied me to pacify those injured, only the text of my hand gently grazed my tears, I began to believe that no one would know my injuries are deep, more pain, I began to learn from a person he is holding his hiding in a corner of the night crying, no complaining. Even if the difficulties encountered, how I tired, I will bite the their teeth, until the fall. Would no longer be ignorant counting on someone else’s help, I’m afraid enough of the cold eyes. I can only hidden themselves.
If someone asked me: Do you have loved or love you, I would say no, it really did not, love is always just a lie, when the lies were apart, and revealing that the one sentence, wounding  nike air words engraved in mind .
Since then, whom I will not open their hearts and fragile, I will be cold and loaded up your weak heart, even if the tooth gets the lip was bleeding, and then infiltrated into your mouth, I would not be at the end of the first.

far from my place

Tuesday, December 29th, 2009

Memory is lightly fluttering butterflies, has fallen wind Piaoyuan unsteadily. A child running with, and pursue as it. Shouting out tender hand, like to seize the but out of reach. It is so light, the cheap nike shox more flying high. Facing the quiet of the moonlight, a wing, and then a wing. Indifference on the body under the hot desire, time promoting the years, gradually become distant.
         
Child can only helplessly fell to the floor, intently watching the butterflies away, such as lost far the most beloved things, cried, shouted himself hoarse.
         
Desire, always so distant.
         
It is hanging in the stars dotted the night sky. Vast shady condensation shining, want messy thoughts according to a thorough and clean. It is melancholy without end. After the child is so tired of lying under shady, wait senselessly disappointed, hard to forget. Moonlight unknowingly sprinkled On that he noticed that another tender weathered face, do not pinch off ripples.

         The child in place waiting to no avail.
         
Cold spells, still transfixed. The cold so that baby is real, long-lost sense of being gradually encroach.
         
Quiet bear, motionless. So become numb. Scattered in the whole body of those cold, they take the opportunity to freeze the hard brittle heart. Finally, like break a mirror, after all, into numerous fragments. From the debris seen countless stumbles have helped boost the shadow.
         
Wry smile. A child will eventually bloom of like a sincere smile.

         Got up to the distance along that long and thin muddy road, the child began to lose one of the running panic to escape. Trying to get himself down in the suffocation, do not stop a moment. Concentrate and do our utmost.
         
Thrown at the foot of mud, swarming in the trousers. A flash, but also a flash. Crumbling like the weathered wall after wall. Same is so sparse, looking numb.
         
Gradually, the child was en route to the scorn of those eyes cast buried with saliva which turned a deaf ear. I used to be naive to argue, of no avail also go with the flow.
         
Learn to revel in the corrosion, the inevitable course of life.

         Like walking in the child’s own definition of that Buy & Sell Forum, during the rainy season for Love only time all of the pain can be pacified.
         
There is no calm waves passing them.
         
Learn to revel in the fictional reverie years.
         
Evasion, the door will also learn the other subjects.

         So can not do, tired of the mess. The desire for a trace of dew throat breathing. Hypoxia eyes become blurred vision unclear. Inability to support the body feet deep once again falling. Drowsy, and children struggling with the difficulties in the infinite meaning inside. The gloss is shiny dew bestowed Yinghuo of the Hui. Decline in the pale skin, Such is Life Wei Liang. Light escorted the child got up, incomplete awareness of pulse-like. Knows no boundaries so the child can continue the journey to find the end may not end.

         Like whipping wounds have been healed, it repeated Pikairouzhan.

         Pain, frustration, helplessness and complete.

Get a hole in dry cracked lips, slightly affects, and make me feel pain. A day every day I always keep open the phone QQ software, do not want the trouble of the on-line, offline, I do not know what he was doing, every day a lot of netizens online, and sometimes a sudden looking for someone to speak, but found my language so depleted, the silent spread of the parcel to live for myself, I feel like a sensitive abandoned child. I am sad and stubborn thinking, and then despair again and again across my forehead.
“Call-in, …” is someone I sent a Q statement, I would like a hedgehog-like vertical stab their own to start hurt other people hurt themselves, I am violent to anyone, said: “Rolling.”
Then, non-stop in the space to write, I will let no one forget about me, let me fend for themselves, let me be lonely for a man himself with all the isolation.
Some say: my head there is a problem only to write like the old words have hurt people did not dare to go near the …
I’m not sick, I knew I was just I’m really lonely, lonely, and it slowly into the sea, it is imperative I swallow, nor is it in a few words can be warm, so I started to ice cold themselves. I like the text on the sad, then there is the feeling I am familiar with, I would like to see through someone else’s words is their own lonely shadow, so I sink, quiet themselves buried in the book.
Found that tobacco and alcohol is not make me sleep safely, and some would still like to talk about.

Before you said that you never promised to others indiscriminately, then the love of it, how can casually say export? Since you said that you are not haphazard.

You told her so many times, how can we not come from you really?

Alcohol or narcotic is no way my thoughts, I am still very painful. Middle of the night wake up, you and he said those words hurt me over and over again.

Every time she Husu you and Acacia, and every time Say I Love You, every meet, every hug, every kiss, every intercourse, this

The scene over and over again into my mind, even if I have found that, while you still can not stop, even if it hurt me and hesitate to continue with her. . . .

These are the embodiment of love and ask how can we believe you do not really love her? This is everything on me piercing, you’d rather die.

I thought, I said forgive you, I can comfort may be the fact that I did not imagine that a sad thing they count the number of never-ending one. As you forever

Can not do not miss much, like her, can not be controlled, unable to extricate themselves.

I was painful, even if she told me that you do not love me, and I already know this is true.

I love you, love deeper, however, was more hurt too deep, I knew from the beginning.

At first, I own the most complete left you, can you not believe it. Can you really do not know, a

Girls once the first time handed over to whoever said that she thought would no longer have other people? If, I put the first time

Is to give him, then between you and I never have this day. Perhaps, many do not like this, but

At least I was like this, because to you, so even if there is any objection at that time I was identified together with thee.

But this time, obviously, is my pain make you compromise. Although you love her, but you still can not leave the house, so

Although the pain, you decided to stay, this world does not love too many families. The love between you and me, if there is, it has been transformed into affection.

There is no love, just like the earth without the sun, so knows will bring harm, you still decide to pursue

Your love, but sometimes you really have thought about for family reunions, which she hinted at me.

2009 was my very unfortunate year, although the birth of new life gives me enormous pleasure, but the pain is far much more.

I have lost loved ones, lost love, ruined my love, career failure. Between you and me, between you and her, but also virtual is real,

Also love is hate, not tell, reason unknown. I repair to the edge of your past life had done to bring the pain only sin.

All of these are not looking for reasons to prove that you love her, but to prove that you do not love me. The road between us should be how to get our

How will the relationship, I am a loss, like a glass bottle floating in the sea of darkness, not knowing there is the other side, where is the ultimate

Destination. Yesterday, see: The world nothing can be eternal. If it flows, it flows away; if it still retain,

It will dry up; if it grows, it will fade away. Yes ah, just as we did. I do not know how we are going to define our future

The relationship between, we nike shox shoes can not be the enemy, because we love too; we can not be friends, because we are deeply hurt; and we have

Can not be a stranger, because you are the father; we are not acquaintances, because there are many things that I do not know, like you,

For example you have a dedicated number of private mailboxes and so on. . . . . What are we, really hard to explain.

  No longer expect you love me, love is not easily we can say that the export, since you have said to her, it can not, and I said. Something has been So far,

  Going to stay, it is your freedom. No matter what kind of results, we 再也回不到 past. Heart dead, tears are dry, bitterly painful soul is also

 Pull. Dreams awakened, not love, past smoke can get rid of. Yela silent flower self-mutilation. But helpless, forever and sometimes do, Cihen period of rain, leaves

 I will not give up their lives, because I can not; I will then not be smoking, drinking, because the body still can not make me forget anesthesia.

 I can only bear this pain alone, until the numbness. I would like to get better as soon as possible, I would like to find yourself, do a happy themselves, regardless of

 Have you, but take some time, at least so I’m used to the pain later.

 As for you, you no longer have pain, if you love her to continue to love it, I have forgiven you.

 I admit that I still love you, but I love you have been trampled on, so I will be closed from today itself,

 No one can come from more damage.

 How do you want to choose is your right to happiness with her or the pain in here, I will not force you, never will.

 There are no 100% true love, there is no way to start over.

The price of love is too great, too easy to say to each other can no longer start.

Do not ask me, I want to how you like I can only get better, because I did not know, maybe people should know that you and not me.

This is the first time I wrote her in a public log, it may also be the last.
    
That night, we can get dinner, a rare gigs. Was really happy to suck the Dakoudakou into bottles of beer, so as to come to vent the feelings have been suppressed, the dam spillway general squeeze, such as to involve the entire people have emptied the same smiling wantonly, insolent smile.
    
War has been Shidianzuoyou dinner, and anxious to borrow the phone, play. This is a long habit of action, also sounded ears long accustomed to the sound, “and a male in the walk.” Night is the night sky without stars, I am afraid no one would fall by half to know, right? I other words, “and you can not wait have to wait.”
    
The next is the long wait, wait … … I was really waiting for! ! ! During this time, I mostly live in the fear that was previously unknown and waiting for the most, this kind of life I were suffocating in a rapid and oppression. Life is like a pot of Venom, but does not reveal its lid, it will never be able to drink one of them Ganse.
    
Waiting is also an assault weapon, but even if there is a mass of bruises, I still chose to wait; even if there is no longer recognizable, I still chose to wait. As if it was my supreme honor in general, let me indulge them able to extricate themselves. However, the past and so is most frustrating outcome. I have exhausted the last vestiges of strength of the body shouted your name, but keep your feet shouting and shouting do not live your backs … …
    
I do not know since when, your footsteps walking on the playground, but as a general sow the seeds into my heart, began to take root; I do not know since when, you look back turned to the crowd, but it reflects into my eyes had a different kind The emotion of sex. Today, however, Looking back, turn around, backs, all this I can only express a tiny and loneliness. The sky has darkened a few minutes, the whole world seems to me only one person, or by already I am the only one person.
    
The role of alcohol, also began to highlight the pain straight into the skull, such as torn about the same return to flock to the temple Dodo’s cracking. For example, even the dignified air of suspended dust are static, and I would suck a reddish parting taste of air-conditioning, salty! Is a masculine guy in the end there is the fragile side, the face of this and other wordless ending, the face of this and other mediocre play yards, I actually could not help but springs from the bottom of my heart suddenly drop out of heavy slams into the ground, splashes up a suffused with white flowers.
    
Back to the bedroom, lying on the bed, as if whole body covered with ants, inch by inch the body of swallowing me up to the heart. Continuous playback of the mind, vaguely worried front of the lens to reproduce. Farewell is always the longest and most difficult experience … …
    
In fact, even over again, will be the same outcome, because I have never had a second option. “Moon decorate your windows, you decorated my dream.” Thank you for giving me the dream has to do, but tonight no dreams, no sleep … …
    
That night, we eventually write a farewell, just have not come across as the parting, that is, they thought of the day to leave the farewell Nanjing

On that day, something happens, he can only take me to the station, bought tickets, I would like three hours to get on the train.

When he decided to take a person to stroll, and hosting a good luggage, Gangchu the storage point, I saw a place to go to his bus and called, his car away.

He ran car, I saw the car is gone, turned on the tears in his eyes, the difference can not stand so hasty See you next time do not know what time.

I am a person to go shopping, he called me Guangzhaoguangzhao heard my voice and asked me if I was crying, I said no,nike shox  ah, he did not believe, knowing I will cry for ……

I walked to call his phone, said: turned around. I have switched over to see him standing not far from my place, does not know what to say I was excited, and ran past, holding his cried

account the people

Tuesday, December 29th, 2009

17 days of time can end all of our, and now know what love is not the same as happiness. While we laugh once before, played. But the result is so sad. Love is like a glass of wine, happy time, make you more pumas shoes comfortable in; sad time, make you forget their troubles, anesthesia one person.

         I was a numerous amount of alcohol people. Therefore, I was not mentally prepared, I have been given anesthesia. I love the wine slowly, dependent on alcohol. Fall in love with wine do not know the consequences. When I want to leave when they find I’ve been unable to extricate themselves in deep.

         I put you all were removed from me, but the heart can not forget. The thought that this is true, but I do not know the rules of the game. Yes I was too naive, or too much reality?

        I woke up after that, everything will be in the past, what will be forgotten. But I could not forget
You hold me tightly in his arms, and I am sad crying in despair.

Assure you that no longer had contact with her, and in fact you still can not stop to touch with.

You hugged me and said you only love me, only thought of me, Is this true?

Why, I’ll give you the opportunity consequence is that more and more damage?

You can not say do it, you gave me only lies, deception and over again,

Like a sharp knife stabbing my heart again and again.

I do not want this too, and I’d rather be lonely again I do not deceive you, preferring

The suffering of life, nor again so hurt by you.

I did not beg you to stay, there is no entanglement with you and hold you go, I have constantly beg you

Leave me, why do not you go? Are you are left to make me sad Cai Ganxin?

I can not blame her, blame themselves, blame themselves a start wrong, wrong in insisting on and you

Together. If there is no month of that year was the beginning, there would be no today I am suffering.

I mistakenly gave up I should not give up, and if the can back to the beginning, I would not choose

You.

How kind you want in the end? I say to you you are not willing to divorce while Yueai me, while

Also worried about her? How can you stay? We 再也回不到 the past, I would never

Can not be relieved, you and every little memory of her at all times to make my heart hurt. Do you love her? She loves

You? I think you are really moved her, even her home with children, and more than you have a

Lover, even after I found she also Jiaoren receiving threatening telephone calls you, you kind of could not bear her.

This is called How do I get under the stand? Why do you do that? Why?

 Ask you to let me ask you to let me go. I do not care for your embrace, but also do not care what you call love.

Without love, marriage also ended, there will be no home.

However, there is no marriage, no home I’d rather not everything, I do not again with you.

You have not given me any happiness, even if there is, it has long been buried layers of your injury. If

Today, you give me apart from injury or damage.

Please ask you to hurry up to sign a divorce agreement, from me and you will make a clean break, you go to your

Sunshine Road, my way or the highway. I will not care about you, for you no longer sorrow. Without

On the future, I think what will happen, at least not for you I would never hurt.

Today, that I discovered that no matter how I to do, no matter how I effort, whether you do, no matter how we do, between us there’s always one thing that we always fit.

I have always naive to think that I only need to do well, as long as we refuel, we will be good, but it is not, and I have always been in self-deception, we are all self-deception.

I always thought, I can, I really always tell myself that I can, I can, but not, I do not do not care, I care about, I care about you a lot of before, care about you too much.

You know what? I always thought that if I work hard enough, as long as I be properly convince themselves, they can now, but today, I am not so self-confidence, and had never between us is so simple, we are still two very ordinary people , we are no match for the so-called doomed, doomed I am not.

Know?

I always think in the end what is the reason why every time, I want you by my side, when, every time, I want with you over time, that time, your time, but forever is not my , your time, never because of me there will be any change, I do not know how to say, do not know why, and now I probably got it to me, because I do not track you, not your time, your time, and I, never with a parallel line, and every time you want and your time together, have only my wishful, but my own idea, and I have not thought about for you, do you not have time to ? I think I am selfish, you’re right, I was kind of very much want to dominate the time of your guy, a very selfish, bad guy, I think I know, this is bound to it, our time is destined not in the same parallel lines are no longer self-willed, and we puma running shoes should learn to put aside their own should not stay in the … …

Today I’m fine, I believe I will always be very good, definitely will!

Mama said that today can not cry, whether lunar or solar calendar at this time this time of year, I have three days are not allowed to cry, yes, the tears, they flow in the heart bar!

Tears flow in the heart, I think it is called the Forgotten Bar
Busy during the day where, at each site where wandering around in the game forget the self. The quiet night is quite frightening, in a quiet environment, with a sad chapter to read a more frightening. Said to be way out of trouble is to divert attention. In this moment, I may not turn their attention to the release areas. Like instinct.

I feel that I sometimes have been more expansive, but had to admit that my bones still looks a bit negative. It looks a bit of remorse to see themselves in the other party to leave the text. Said to myself out, then wanted to come back.

Recently, she felt the dream was broken. That dream, there is true, have my pursuit of good. Later found out I had aspired to nothing but illusion.

Do not know if people are to follow the community to develop with each passing day. And I can not keep up the pace, and has been looking back.

I see not too many things. Those things where depression plus stamp popular indignation.

I like honest people talk to me, I hate fake people, unwilling to again and again been cheated. Those years I lost several times a day tears, I refuse to allow a person to see me weak like I often do not even friends of comfort. I do not live in someone else’s lie, that would like a disaster. I had thought it was the climb out from the deep well, I thought I found the light. But later I found that I have been very limited outlook, engaged in a small space can not see the outside world, ideology has become extremely stubborn non-resuscitation.

I comfort myself, all the hot will eventually go flat and eventually will be boring. So, do not have to insist on a blazing process, that might result in even more important. I comfort myself, maybe a lot of things are not important, I can not change yesterday, it must know how to choose.

Suddenly wanted to go out, I may be really stuck for too long.

For a long time, I used my own imagination to explain something. I overlooked the fact that some things are just being alive in the memories.

I have both tried to grab a something like a life-saving straw, in order to it, I spent too many things.

I have several times late at night whether to climb up from the bed and bedroom floor, the windows looked toward the lights dim, I felt had the most cold night wind, and also whether I wake up several times was particularly sad in the morning and then immersed in a no longer able to sleep .

If everything is worth it, it also Bale.

However, in reality my dreams smashed.

For example, like engraved in their mind are those that Ma Budiao thing. Tenderness is also still remain in my heart inside. Now seem to be copies of precious.

Comparison of past and present, perhaps there really should not.

But when you see things at this moment facing, or will not help to do a recall.

I am not chasing a particular destination, do not give up, I just hope that the beautiful minds with the real draw an approximately equal number.

Yu-ying, the time can get old appearance, the time can make a person become mature, the time can change people’s feelings … … is indeed time to change a lot, I also think that as time goes on I can forget you are no longer love you. I knew I could no longer deceive himself, a month my heart has been in place waiting for you. I can talk to you have a good hope of our own home, we were watching TV, cooking together, walking together, with a good …… I love you, just because it was unable to explain themselves to a love, can not control their own as a miss. It was a no regrets the price. So when you leave the me, my world a dark, I do not even know how the future way to go from here? which is my resting place. not your day, I put my filling in Come Drink With Me, a man cry, what can not remember, I only remember your name, just remember that like to hear your voice. without you the days, my desperate, and I think that would rather believe that there ghosts, do not believe that TMD Love
   
I have become cynical only forget you, I indulge in the fantasy of the network, no longer believe in love, the arrival of the day without you I write all kinds of story to fill up gaps in my heart, without you the days …
Once I have lost the most precious things this life, that can be used to intoxicate themselves in everything at this point are obviously is so weak. The feeling of heartache! Think they can be ignored, but not know it to grow constantly in mind, never idle time. Beloved girl, in my mind you never had been changed, yes I will be your wounds too deep. I decided to give up once before in their own happiness, only the final left to their own – forever heartache!
    
I was wrong, the thought that I was injured so deeply, I will not forgive you, love you will not be today, I finally understand that more than a month, though you choose to leave me, brought me a deep hurt, but I still love you, my heart stood still waiting for you in situ, has been reluctant to leave!

My life, my everything is changing, I change is so weak, it’s disdain has its own block in their own world, Panruoliangren, I change only you can know, I bear a hit, and only he saw, and even themselves can doubt today’s me, how can such a perfect disguise? Now I tried to cross alive, only that I can only work supported it, like every day to play the clown, like to say something hypocritical lies, just to he can happily point. Like the original, nor only hope that you can be happy, even if I like, like a beggar begging in exchange for the outcome is not the same, but want to retain the final point of self-esteem, just want you happy, now? ? Time can prove everything, not when I want to prove your love, just want to prove his love for a bit what the authenticity of the facts show that I am, but only a game, but only the life of the flavoring agent, but so what? ? Paid or paid ……… love the end of that moment is the end of the friendship, not to understand it, but then one would also like to gamble, do not try to never know the result, as can be the end, I squandered finished my love!!
Many days he never wrote so many characters, and do not think anything good to write, the mood was not very good, good melancholy ah! The day felt no meaning, from morning till night, whole body being insipid, I could not get the spirit, feeling tired, good bored!
I do not know for what? Without you the day for me really is a kind of suffering, like you, I hope you, and you meet the day.
If only to see you, my heart in order to have a little quiet, in order to have Jisi consolation, really!
Oh, do you understand? Like a person’s time, the days gone well alone.
Would like to forget how a person is a piece is not easy, a lifetime to forget ah!
Thinking of your face, thinking of your smile, thinking of you bit by bit!
Good happiness, well-meaning sweet!
Time is a pain medicine for health care can be treated not matter how my heart hurts!
Cherish the bar! A later date. I hope that our lives can be too happy, well-being!
Think you can not have days of sadness, only joy wound you my heart. I do not know how you have the heart to hurt me? I just want a reason to convince their own really so difficult?
From the start, maybe this is a drama, is over, you have free and easy way to go. Did not take into account the people who will be acting injured, only the use of actors to help me played out this drama, I never thought that in this drama, always a person of my one-man show. I heart the sufferings of a person’s commitment to silence. I puma shoes remember someone once told me that sentence: Life is short, we should grasp every opportunity, because the love of a man is not wrong. I am afraid that soul has again been traumatized, I fear, and fear. Just because I love you too