Childhood, my mother and I are estranged.
That year, she was on the farm until uggs boots a few years, until I went to primary school, the mother was returned to the city, the family reunions.
For share of the pain, passed away of youth, his mother Wang Cheng-feng female desire more urgent than the common people. It’s just unfortunate I school flat, never obtained his first class, so scolding and beating are unavoidable. Resistance as a naive, I do not want to write any articles about the mother. Time, the teacher arranged the thesis writing, were forced to have to write, write the first sentence says, “I do not like my mother,” because do not want to invite more trouble and finally get rubber wipe tears … …
I was short-sighted, and shop around to find his mother and learned that there is a qigong therapy clinics to provide young people are very effective in short-sighted, and she went straight after work on the school, took me half an hour car ride to do the treatment After that home cooking. I am afraid to let his mother down, secretly, under the vision chart 11 back, so the improvement of visual acuity, “obvious.” A few months later, the mother suddenly and capriciously area I go to the hospital re-examination, I could not recall all of the symbols, contemporary arbitrary point at a stretch. Black face was the mother wear a cycle I go home, the way silent, I was desperate to want to commit suicide … …
Later, my father had cancer, the mother became the family’s backbone. She is a woman not willing to bow to his fate, even at night crying Xilihuala the next day will be enough to fight the spirit to work. The suffering of life in the mother’s heart penetrate deeply, but also more impatient for her strong personality. Sometimes seeing “an atmosphere of” excuse my father took me out for a walk, the way to my Shou Lise How many pieces of sugar, I must understand that his mother asked. I eat candy, tears slowly infiltrated the wronged mouth, distinguish between sweet or salty.
After the father died, the mother has become ugg Ireland downright workaholic, morning to evening every day. Usually we could not even with the chance to eat very little, not to mention that some of the intimate any more. In fact, I very much hope to hear from her a gentle love, how eager to have a chance in her fanciful side, however, the mother is always busy and tough, people can not get close.
Five years ago, I would study abroad. Mother gave me a week to call, and say relatives of the current situation and talk about her work, but I did not mention the miss. She will not mail, but can not write in English, but taking advantage of me when I return to visit relatives written several envelopes addressed to her keep slowly after use. Day, the mother received a letter from a handful a few words, made me burst into tears — she wrote: “Sorry, I used to be or not to strike you, in fact you have been is a very sensible child … …”
After returning home, I have been working in the field, did not remain in the mother. Spends little time away from the lives of many, let the mother and child accuser forgotten past against each other, gradually began to share a mutual understanding.
Recently, I found time to go back home and his mother Shangfen. Mountain high, with offerings great, the mother would let me bring some of the items go first. When I turn back to pick up her mother, she was standing on the steps of Gong Zhebei breathing, black dresses in the wind whipped, the mother looked thin and lonely. She painstakingly build a strong case has been delayed in the years under the disintegration, and she is no longer working 14 hours a day that never Hanlei of Iron Man, it is no longer like to think that the brightest two thick black braid ride in the chest , walking wind beautiful mother.
Mother saw me, suddenly have bright eyes, ugg boots I took her hand bag, eye socket can not help a fever, because she refused to let go of the parcel is one of Shen. She held tightly Hand me the same as if I will not hesitate to disappear. Fingers came the mother’s warmth and dependence, I said: “Mom, let me accompany you slowly go!”