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Years ago, reading Leo Tolstoy, as portrayed in his novels have been touched by the scene: an injury, great burdock, have been a deadly destruction, but still stubbornly alive, the last out a flower.
         Zheduo flowers, not long ago I have personally seen it bloom in the unit downstairs parking lot of the lawn. It is not a care Wong described by burdock, perhaps by comparison, it is more common, is a shallow yellow petals, a bit like autumn daisies; slender stems and leaves are many, look, it is so soft and beautiful , and the madding crowd.
         Work every day, I will pass that piece of lawn, line of sight will often be attracted. Such clusters and small wildflowers, ghd straightener  sometimes swaying in the breeze, as the girl faces the prospect of a smile, it is so beautiful, delicate, and the madding crowd … … may one afternoon, a lawn mower, the nightmare generally run over him from it, suddenly Clipping swirling in the air no more news of flowers.
         Until one day, almost died from it were separated by a month, once again I saw it, as if that is to witness a miracle of life. Although it was the machine broken down the middle, virtually How do you look, but from his own roots, re-taking the branches. Each branch is, tenacious, like the extended arm towards the sky, and each one arm, finally, together with the fingertips, are Zhan full of flowers.
         Yellow petals, or that shallow, there is a bit like autumn daisies; stems and leaves become thick than the original, it seems, it no longer seems weak, as much of the brilliant beauty.
         I know that this is the beauty of disability.

In my body, has an unusual “cat edge.”
         This fate can be said to be born.
         Said I was still very young, mother hold me in his arms, began to do my little one’s face fine scanning, and occasionally found my nose is very interesting – on the lower parts of thin fine hair neatly backward on both sides of , leaving the middle of a seam. Mother said, like most of the cats nose. For this legend, I have never verified. Only because of its geographic position and cats love, is so determined, but enough to be confirmed.
         I stood at home grandma spacious living room, his face with Han Han laughter. The arms of a chubby, yellow and white stripes, resembling gold and silver bread kitten, at the foot of two seemingly being strolled Shuangsha as black and white kitten, behind a gray kitten is being Steal … … man and cat dance, Yuxianyusi.
         At that moment, forever in a freeze-frame has now been some yellowing of the photos. That is my life, first Qunxiao Wizard.
         There are more than ten years ago bar. At that time forgot how to live together, how to play. Naturally forget, how they are elegant and graceful leap onto the wall grandmother wife and children’s homes, lost in a lush in the tree. Trouble-free age, the farewell quietly, still do not understand heartache dismay. Stagnate in the photo Smart good, as always sweet and refreshing ice cream; now enjoy together, taste, perfect as yesterday.
         Has been so much fun.
         Cats edge not tried, time stretching Queba years. Began to lose taste and learn to pity sad when encounter with it.
         Again in ten years ago, they leave that place. It is a stray cat. The initial encounter, it appears in the shadow and politely to lie in the wall. Thin petite body, dark brown body patterns, such as random spill. One looked, full of love. “Mimi!” I softly cried, it Shude come back to, large and in God’s eyes, the eyes clear and spotlessly clean, has been deeply my heart.
         This is Mimi Although stray cats, but which is a sticky one. Me and my family in the courtyard of the time, it is always Britain Britain ran a few places, playfully cried, and we are always jumping feet dodge. After all, “of unknown origin” – the reason we want to restrain the impulse to its close. This is absurd reason.
         Frustration, only to see cat entertain themselves: Climb a tree, flutter of small flies, or switch to a circle grasping his tail. It is that simple and no more than the pursuit of happiness, reflection in my laugh lines in the … … winter, the cold struck. Kitty Hen Zhizu to huddle in front of us in the big box. Just Candong will fade when the kitten was sick when I left … … it is not. However, in the sister energetically suppressed ghd hair straightener   whimper sound, its image is constantly in my mind flashing back – a night raid thunderstorms. Kitten always stood less than 10 cm wide windowsill, the adsorption gas yourself a little thin, and then a little thin, and good to get narrow eaves of the sanctuary, but still Linde soaked … …
         Every day, family members go out the door, kittens will return “pick” and sometimes follow the uncle’s car, Siti snow, chase out the far far away … well … a well-behaved sensible of Mimi, a good one filled with spiritual Wizard ! We do, but at the last moment of your life, only then give you a little warm … so … you will not hate it? I was looking at a small empty homes, hearts tears Zi Si.
         Black microphone thing in the past for a long time. Accompanied by a brief and hastily parting, let me cherish being shrunk to the computer side of the ball, from time to time cast astonishing glimpse of it. Called Harry, it is full princess. Clover, Jinyi Yushi, from its fur, such as satin, Muguangruju, personality is playful unruly, favorite when stretched out in removing “circle” hands, but of course do some grasping Mop, turning garbage category of loss thing. Basin Series Whenever I see his round, innocent eyes, heart, fire have long been wiped out. Coexistence with the existing four set, but not one step away from. Perhaps it is our understanding it, cherish each other, stubbornly persists.
         Birthday, friends brought a pianist Lin’s album “Cats.” Fingertips of the melody, the soul chant. Smart mildly, there is fiddle with the power chord. Pieces curl, as if they see the “bread of gold and silver,” “Black and White Shuangsha,” black … …
         These small wizard, the pupil is undoubtedly the most brilliant fireworks, Ambilight, fleeting, in the life of the most ghd hair  beautiful season.
         Wavering, and realized Tujue a string of weird symbols on the screen – is that it is trippingly from the keyboard through. Was also relieved to see these at a glance, after all, a fireworks are unscrupulous bloom.

My father drink, as before, let me Sidongfeidong tears spoke more words, in the childhood memory of my father Zuihou either crying or laughing or abusive, and sometimes even made jordan shoes  some incredible moves .

         Mom said that Dad ate a kid listening to a lot of pain. Father of 14-year-old bee-keeping began in the mountains. Grandpa was also a very good person, he was distressed to the countryside to the city’s children will often go to the mountains for the educated youth were fishing the river, the river not far from his father’s bee farm, on that day, Grandpa fishing been mountain black bear biting the throat, grandfather fainted, that Grandpa was dead bear left the Cubs to look for. grandfather woke up, after struggling to climb up his father’s bee farm in the vicinity will no longer climb no more, Grandpa lived hand to connect pipes, sounds weak cried his father’s nickname. Dad ran everything used to be in front of stunned, he quickly put Grandpa Huiguo Shen Fu to the bee yard, however, and before my father went down the mountain encourage people, will be due to excessive blood loss while Grandpa passed away. 14-year-old father looked at his father so painful to leave him. No, leave them to say brother and sister 7. Father is the eldest son, the youngest aunt was more than a month, my grandmother in tears every day, and later went so far as the eyes cry blood, my grandmother is almost blind. The burden of life once pressure in the father’s shoulders, he used 14-year-old’s shoulders stubborn support from this family, but also after a few years, and my father a little light-hearted, because Aunt to work, and later also the work of di-tert – At this time the father had 23 years of age to the age of the married, even though my father is very hard working, can be due to a poor nike shoes  family, and no one is willing to contact my father. Later, some people do not know how to put the pro-grandmother home for my father, my mother heard of his father’s things, but also know that he did not smoke do not drink is an honest person, so, my mother did not want to Grandma what the so-called bride price money, Milk money …… will not hesitate to marry the father. Mom is also a worker, and his father more than three yuan a month as wages, father and mother, after discussions, leaving 20 yuan per month, while the remaining gave grandmother, because my grandmother and several aunts and uncles at home In the school, but my grandmother are not the workers, there is no source of income.

         Mom and Dad have a brother one year after the marriage, but also had more than four years have I, and my father is no longer for the production of bee-keeping force but by their own contract, may be down for several consecutive years, the family owed several million accounts, in the the eighties, several hundred thousand dollars is not a small figure, our lives worse, and later could not afford even the pork, and Mom always taken up the mountain to some mushrooms when cooking, and even after this many years I am still hear mushroom flavor to the nausea. Dad did not let us enjoy a better life is always upset, he learned to drink, and drink very drunk every time.

         Later, his father became vice-captain of forestry, busy with work, and also more entertaining, but he still drank every each drunk. However, the father was a responsible person, and his meticulous work in his jurisdiction where to do forest for twenty years without a fire break out, and no one theft and Luankanluanfa. In other colleagues may come across the more rich, we still mom and dad were first married home furniture and furnishings. This mother had complained that the father did not know how to live their own considered and father is to seriously in the end, sometimes drunk, Dad would tell us that: “I did not let your mother enjoy a better life, and she with me suffer a lifetime ! We are an old married couple now have nothing, there you have two kids, that you be properly, we will happy. “When hearing this, my brother and I could not help but cry, Dad this is the most is the most sincere and simple language ah!

         Several years ago, with the second uncle went to the Er Gu, Shandong, where Ergu did everyone admired, everyone appreciates, but disease can be ruthless eye on her, just three days past, live nike jordan shoes the life that disappeared . The aunt was hospitalized with high fever subsided the next day confirmed acute leukemia, uncle immediately notify the father, father overnight trip from home, the result was and aunt did not say the word, aunt, so far from home alone passed away.

         Dad came home, confessed all to be confidential and not let more than 70-year-old grandmother knows that she has sons and daughters of elderly people suffer for decades, such a big blow to her how she could afford. Now, full the first silver-haired grandmother, still like the pictures of my grandfather told my grandfather touched children’s lives if they are not in order ……. In fact, the children, Grandma might not be a strong survive.. Grandma often told us the story of her grandfather. Several decades ago, but I remember clearly grandmother, what kind of love is good for the unforgettable? What kind of love is good for the Shengsixiangxu? I think that was a period of perhaps the most well-being of his grandmother’s life, the most memorable moments.

         We are all tight-lipped, no mention Ergu. But then, my father has changed, does not drink, he was the father of that kind, likes to eat well for us, Dad’s cooking good, especially the stewed pork ribs do not mind people eating 100. Dad also often ask our career development plan. Now more is the grandson and granddaughter love the extreme, with two little guys are either shopping or to the park, I think my dad is the world’s most benevolent father.

         However, stained liquor, I found that my father began to excessive drinking, nobody advised not live, it is not allowed to drink, he would curse and even overturned a table. Will enable him to drink, and Zui Hou he sometimes other people to give him fruit, be properly used bad foot, or sudden crying, crying very sad very sad, there when he smiled to teach grandson or granddaughter threw things around, and even when the bed to the toilet. Mother to face all this, mostly quietly collected, occasionally angry, said: “they drank too much, you can not drink less at?” My father drank too much, I will escape, because he saw me or my brother would be eyes staring at some inexplicable curse words. I do not want to provoke angry father, though I do not understand why the call me.

         We also point Quanguo father drink less wine, it is best to quit, but he promised to be properly awake, and yet goes out socially drink Come Drink With Me to go home. Mom said that Dad’s hard to eat too much, and felt that did not make our lives better, so find a way vent. I also know that family had been very poor, I was dropping out of school because of poverty. But I think those of bitterness have passed ! Now our life has been considered as a well-off, and my father why it is also self-reproach? Moreover, in his heart I was grateful to those suffering childhood, and no poor, how can I exercise a strong will?

         On the other hand, I do not know the significance of alcohol for men who only feel right amount can be wholesome, but more is suicide. Dad, you have more than 50 years old, doctors say you have some ulcer, you go on such a drink is really very dangerous, not you are willing to abandon us dropped Mom do?

         Write this, my mother said that trouble you again, and again the Manchuang urine everywhere, and you are such a move, how to let his daughter to respect you ? I do not believe that you are at this moment is my father, my heart was loving father to go where, ah?

         Dad, I beg you, stop drinking!

Around the sun have a lot of the material world, such as planets, such as dark matter, as well as the material has not yet discovered, of course, people. A wide range of material, but it is his own, yet close to the sun rather than the sun.

     One day, I went to a fortune teller’s husband there, because it never had a fortune, and could not believe it will be the fate of the world this kind of thing even exists. Because 20 years of experience of constantly flowing in the mind. Recalled their personal way of thinking into a strange and strange time and space (tentatively will be recalled as an unknown time and space, because no one has to prove that it is not a time). In that space and time and sometimes is good for the joy, and sometimes people sad, but it can not be changed, she wanted to change, and also unable to recall the details or the outcome of the planning according to their own ideas about it, and then immersed in them. However, eventually to return to reality. Memories still recall, and perhaps too indistinct to God, we will still laugh themselves or sad, or HI is nothing wrong.

     Mr. my room to sit down, quietly waiting for their order, like waiting for the same fate. The house is not, nor fashion, the simple, main room the middle of a memorial tablets, tablets following is a small altar, appears to be the daily worship the gods of the place, Mr., of course, worship their one simple reason. One side of the altar there is a couch: empty. On the other side there is a straight-backed chair, above, have a blind, I guess he should be master. Because the whole room he was respondents, the following are or locked everyone’s brow or smile, or indifferent audience. Because it is summer, the President’s right hand holding a huge fan palm fan in the leisurely jog. His face was not a trace of sweat marks, probably because heart is very quiet, there is no pressure of daily life bar. His face was fat, but has been blind almost do not see a trace of light. Straight-backed chair at him, is simply a perfect fit, looks like a huge frog eat three square meals a ridge lying in the evening on the rest.

     Room only had a dozen square, but actually squeezed a dozen people to leave one by one, while another group came in a group. Master’s stools small, so in about an hour’s time, the outside is also decorated a few sporadic FIT. Fortunately, I was just in time for the President went to eat lunch, and so he won a small stool.

     Time slowly in the past, it is estimated outside of the cicadas are tired, just slight sigh heard bits and pieces. The atmosphere of the room as quietly as the President from time to time, such as the surging waters of water from time to time change the discourse, I conclude that the owner is a character person.

     Some do more than an hour’s audience, according to the order in front of me is only a visitor to my turn, my heart suddenly tense, as if many years ago because of the pilot test was scheduled for an exam room alone there are two as a teacher examiners solemn. In fact, as the previous participate in basketball, I mental quality is relatively stable, but today I do not know how matter has a sudden heart failure, and meal bounce, even the palm of Khan also ran out, in fact, the temperature outside is also very high, and my feet at this time also some shake, and how are uncontrollable. Fatalistic bar, but not on the battlefield, there will be life-threatening.

     When I was in front of people happy to listen to the President’s speech but also willing to give ten dollars, when my heart suddenly calm. Lai Shixiang a ten-dollar money may not be over, but the mood from the visitors point of view, and seemed to be to fill the hearts of many previous non-self-confident, right? I think most people who come here will not be very wishful life or calm the mind as water, people, just as many years of wandering abroad can not remember the same hometown.

     Our money, sir, we carefully hand touching the money on the Braille, and then know what their money into the pockets of the clothes close to the body, the put away and you still shoot a careful hand gently tight. At the same time smoothly touched the altar next to a big cup, Di Dao mouth Hegan, after a cup of tea, but also tea, hook up with your fingers into the mouth, and then a little left over Jiaolan not swallow, and turned to the back room and says loudly: “No tea, and soon Tim tea!.” Then back room out of a young woman of about thirty or forty years of age: lame. Her to the altar on a handful of Riga, tea cups, and quickly spread throughout the underground Jigen tea tea pick up towards a serious blow in one breath, and then into the cup, add the full of water, cover the lid and said : “Well Tim, very hot, some cold drink!” Duo back to back room later.

     Mr. said: “Next!” Is like asking Yan Wangye the origins of the new, like a ghost. But I was not nervous this time, but people in the house among my youngest, not to mention I have also spent a special police team, so to be uttered. Mr. asked my birthday, I have a newspaper, he would use his right hand from the pockets of clothing carefully took out a cigarette, what brand I do not see, but definitely not a good smoke Noto something presentable and acceptable because the same smokers to grasp this point I am still very large. He smoothly again took the lighter and lit the fire is very small, take a deep one, lit a cigarette lighter will be closed, smoothly into the bag. Then first I smoke in the lungs slowly simmer for a long time before release. The left hand fingers will not stop count on fingers, this gesture I know, Almost all people who are proficient in fortune-telling, even fake fortune-teller in a time when playing with such a gesture is also a consummate.

     About a few minutes, sir, to speak of. At this point my mind right, he was still skeptical, and he looks even more ugly, I believe him on what basis? But then he revealed in the discourse of information made me surprised. He went so far to my family, I have the experience of the past two decades more than half of that right! How could that be? How can? I still do not believe, and even distorted the facts to guide him toward the wrong thinking, because I in college, when logic is fairly good lesson in logic from time to time it difficult for the teacher. However, for me at this point that he was not moved by repeated reflection of the fact that the error later corrected immediately, while mouth still keep the jitter, see that he is a stubborn person. But this time his forehead with sand-like beads of sweat surfaced in the hands of more powerful fans are also a number of fan, even I repeat that he was able to feel the coolness of two meters long. I think this person really good, free of charge blast.

     Probably because of my age, too, but the uggs boots  way has not yet set a few, perhaps less than his heart can be considered, said he did not give me too many things in the future, perhaps he did not know my future, as the previous hearing people say that fortune-telling people can only be considered in the past, considered less than the future, and fortune-telling Almost all people who had not themselves. He said that I Fortunately, the situation of a few days ago, to its efforts to accomplish a great deal of good things in the future. My heart is naturally one finally see the day, anxious as I am of course happy mess, previous heart cloud of powder is also similar.

     Mr. finish is also used after a relatively classic cliches, saying: “My friends come here, to sit for tea, give you the money as you intended, the wrong No wonder, then Eight Characters.” I laughed, everyone laughed , how can we blame? Are all volunteers here, strangers. So I gave him 40 yuan to take small change. He went on to the money, first touch, his face suddenly blow out laughing and said: “in the end is very important, she is not thin shot.”, And said with a smile: “Friends come in the future, non-50 is not a.” If complete, full house uproar laughing. I think it does not matter much to him, only just bought a happy, but also not to pull a high, to show the money-wai. But the person who is rivers and lakes, the Dow would still have some of the logical, in my personal case, is not rumored fate of the tricky inside.

     After the President took money with the same money put away the action, He Liaokou tea, rest a minute or two then ugg Australia boots    went on to ask questions. I also listened to a few people, after they quietly left the fortune-telling.

     Out the door, I stood on the balcony of a small Council, a smiling face, and feel the days seem to light a little. And pleasure, but also the contradictions, the previous non-adherence to the letter telling me today’s move was overturned. Does it mean that I suddenly became a fortune-telling that person? Of course not! Its own way in his foot, but also a writer said, might also be able to give birth to a dragon kinds of fleas, the fate of the matter, who really says a 100% clear?

     And therefore thought about telling some of the rumors. Said the fortune-telling from the “Book of Changes” isolated inside an ancient method of calculating. Say the letter is spirit, do not believe it is not working, but what is what, I actually was not clear, not to mention I can not tell the future, is also not interested in it, just treat it as a life of singing and dancing as a fun bar.

     The sun is a substance, perhaps a rule, close to the sun rather than the sun, many, many things. Fortune-telling, perhaps, close to a law of life may really have a set number. But people are complex, because the human brain, mind space complex. I do not believe ugg boots UK things might really happen you really want to happen, as my life that often appear as if the same scenario occurred previously. Perhaps I do not claim to half of people close to the sun it, because after a long night at this time I looked up, eyes are a golden yellow sun inside a jump in out!

With a chat with friends, talking about the topic of seeking a partner, I am reminded of two people deeply impressed.

         One is the power to send actor Wang Zhiwen. In the “Art and Life” program, the Zhu Jun, asked Wang Zhiwen, 40 years old, how not to get married? Wang Zhiwen said with a smile did not find appropriate. “Looking for what kind of?” Saw Wang Zhiwen thinks for a moment, replied: “In looking for a chat anytime, anywhere and her people can be!” Zhu Jun, laughed: “This is not easy?” Wang -man shaking his head very gucci handbags seriously, said: “is not easy! not easy! like what you thought of midnight, and you call her, she would say, a few points now? more difficulties ah, tomorrow to say it, you have no immediate interest, and some of his words, in some cases, for some people, you think about it, you will not want to say. to find the one you want, she said, matter sorted out who she said is not easy! ”

         The other is the TV drama “Emperor Kangxi” inside the Kangxi. Harem Fendai 3000, his favorite people are Fragrant Concubine. He went to where the Fragrant Concubine favorite saying is: “I gucci sunglasses  want to talk with you!” And then on the domestic affairs to talk to some. Rong Fei later abandoned after the last resort, often custom dictates, depressed when the total capacity to go before the Princess Palace. But the people to the empty palace, your Great for ages, even a person who does not speak!

         These two “successful person” on the lover’s requirements are equally simple – be able to speak forth! Thin also wanted to come to this: you do great things again, and then caused a sensation, you are also a person, an ordinary mortal world abounds with a person. Also hope that there are so intimate a paste lung, Zhilengzhire can deeply understand your thoughts and feelings of people around, with your exchange and communication. In this way, you would not be lonely, lonely.

         Had seen the book say: “Find a person you Ailiao married, because when you are older but after a chat you will find that love is the greatest strengths of a person.” At that time, thought it was only a small woman feelings It now appears that not only women, men gucci men shoes and more such requests ah.

         Then find the person you are married Ailiao it, this world too big, too complex to change so fast. Pulled one you always, whenever and wherever wanted to, she said, if people have lots to talk about the hand, you do not have the happiness of Emperor Kangxi!

little bit afraid of the fall, but autumn is still green lake, but you walk the lake Linjian Xiao Tao, when the yellow leaves falling occasionally Dangling will give you some surprise, oh, the fall in the ghd uk  end was coming.

       Her, and when I came to Xiangjiang Bian Association and the stone on the road – Changsha, perhaps the most beautiful scenery here – the sun is always shining Woliang lazy body. Autumn sun, as if never woke up like, always years, the glistening yellow under the sunset is always a trace of bursts of coolness.

       We walked slowly, I fast, she quickly; I slow, she would inadvertently slow down. Do not feel the flowing time in minutes and seconds, but left to autumn between the flash in her hair. Xiangjiang River is very beautiful, Xiangjiang Bian railings to do very delicate, very beautiful, long will be the silent water surrounded them always end in sight, though how far Jiang, railings have far. Changsha, the sky is always open, overlooking the opposite direction will always be people comfortable inexplicable.

       She is very charming, gently leaning against the railing, the elegant hand hold up goes on the beautiful face. Just like everyone else I have never looked at her thin beautiful. Maybe It’s our little bar on the reason together. Like his own hand length in his arms, a long time, and also gradually forget about the existence of the same hand. I’m just a kid will never forget the two of us naughty look.

The south are rare in winter snow, the occasional ghd straightener  winter snows will always be our strong point of excitement, we go back to fight snow fight with each other throwing snowballs, and she is always losing party would not let her see me, they will cry wah-wah trouble, when I leaned over to comfort her when the element of surprise will be twisted into a small snowball of ice quickly from my collar into them, and then ran away proud, looked at me like pain, then to me make faces.

       Zhang Ai-ling said that – in the 10 million people have already met the person you meet, in thousands of years among the wilderness of time knows no boundaries, no early step, and no later than one step, which happened to catch up – I always between she and I felt a certain fate, as if God issued a decree to Woliang encounter this life-like; she is also always have this strong hunch, always half-joking, half serious, said Woliang Shangbei Zi sure that there is a can not love, then God moved, and could not bear so broken, so arranged for us to continue this life.

       God certainly used to be a mortal previously done, after God has not completely mortal Xinu mood completely lost, believe it or gave birth to air, let us apart in the distant mountains of the ocean. She also does not have enough pressure of cross God let me come in a hurry to go far from the Gulf. Exotic landscape forever is always endless yellow sand and hot sun, life, suffering, and she has always shown a strong pain to my heart pain.

      Some people may not see their favorite event of his life woman, this is a tragedy without pain; some people, meet their favorite woman in this life, but not her “grasping” to live, let her go, and this is a life’s pain. You can temporarily paralyzed it, but you can never forget that the slightest bit, the wound will break down, drop by drop of bloodshed.

      Another year of the fall of hide is also squarely in the sights, quietly, and it is coming. But I am now no longer   ghd hair  in Xiangjiang Bian, unable to go to Riverside to find remnants of the past, her beautiful figure. Autumn still, the sun’s Juan Juan slept the side of the hill, just do not know whether it is willing for me a little a greeting – Mid-Autumn Festival tomorrow, you in the distance all right?